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I wake up from my nap got so tired when I got to my apartment I just had to rest; he fucked me so good and so hard that my body was just so exhausted from all of it. I look at my phone to see if he has texted me or called, but nothing. I know that he is not obligated to call or text me, but I guess I was just hoping that maybe he was thinking of me. I don’t want to be one of those needy girls that fight for his attention. I know that I have no rights to him at all, but God, I want them. I decided to get up and get a shower. I turn the water on to warm then get into the shower the warm water feels so good. I can’t help but to think about Matt and what is going on. I mean, he’s always been secretive about his personal life, but I never really pushed the subject for him to answer. Not really caring about what his past, I was only interested into his future. I get out of the shower I dry myself I walk over to look in my closet and grab some comfy clothes. I have been waiting to go back to work, but I don’t think my luck is going to be so good. So, I decided to get my laptop out and start searching for a new job. My mother always said that I was too good to work for Kendra, that she only took advantage of me. So, I’m sort of excited to start somewhere new and fresh to see where it may lead me.

As I am applying for jobs, I didn’t realize that 3 hours went by holy shit I thought to myself. I decide that I am just going to text Matt to see what is up and to make sure everything is OK. I don’t want him to think that I’m trying to nose, but I also want to make sure he’s OK, so I text him.

“Hey, I just wanted to make sure that everything was all right I haven’t heard back from you yet right.”

I don’t really know what’s right when it comes to messages I suck at that is for sure my messages always sound ridiculous no matter if I sit and try to rehearse them they always sound the same just stupid. I hope that me worrying about him doesn’t like make him think that I am in love with him or something because that is not the case I just really prefer to know if he’s OK. I mean don’t get me wrong I care about him, but I can’t allow myself to love him. Especially if he’s not looking for love in his life, I would just be heartbroken. I mean I don’t want him out of my life, I enjoy him so much not just sex but just being around him. I can feel the change that he has put in me, the confidence that I have now. It is all because of him I see life in such a different way now. When I look at myself, I don’t see the same person I saw months ago, I see a hot piece of ass just wanting to go crazy.

I hear a knock at my door I get excited thinking that maybe it’s Matt, so I rushed over to the door I look in the peak hole just to see the same two men that was talking to Matt earlier. I open the door confused not really sure what to say I ask them hello how can I help you?

“Hello my name is detective Brown, and this is my partner detective Johnson We were wondering if we could ask you a couple of questions about your neighbor Matt Steele.”

Wow, the funny part I didn’t even know Matt last name I look at the detectives” of course ask away.”Upstodatee from Novel(D)ra/m/a.O(r)g

They ask me to look out a picture I recognize, the picture it’s one of the girls that was at Matt’s apartment that I was super jealous of because she got to go in there and I did not.

“Have you seen this woman in this apartment building.”

“Yes, I have seen this woman in the apartment building she was with Matt, but she was actually leaving his apartment.”

“So when you saw this woman she was leaving his apartment.”

“Yes she was leaving his apartment I watched her walk down the steps.”

“Do you know how long ago that was when you saw.”

“I am not really sure maybe like a month ago it wasn’t really late in the day either it was sort of morning sh I think.”

“All right, thank you very much for your time.”

“Are you able to tell me what is actually going on, what is being investigated.”

“Yes she is missing were trying to find her It looks to be that Matt Steele was the last person that was seen with her so were just trying to figure out what happened and where she has gone.”

“I really didn’t talk to her but I hope you find are safely.”

Wondering what the hell is happening in this town people are going missing getting murdered holy shit. I know that Matt had nothing to do with this, he wouldn’t do that. They have no proof anyhow, they can’t charge him with anything because that night was our first night together. Pretty much after that we have been together ever since I mean not in a relationship but an around each other all the time. I check my phone to see if he is texting back and there’s nothing, but the hell is going on.

I send him another text message, so he knows that the detectives were at my house asking questions, I told him what they asked and what I said just so he knew I don’t want to create any issues between us. I really enjoy our relationship together as friends, and I don’t want that to be broken by anything.