Love’n’Lust

Morning.

Belle woke up and Ben wasn’t beside her. She sat up and looked around but didn’t see him. Falling back on the pillows, she lay back down with a sigh, assuming he had left while she was still asleep.

Her assumption was wrong because Ben soon opened the door to the room and came in with a tray in his hands. He kept it on the bed carefully, before leaning into her and kissing her on the cheeks.

“Is my hair messy?” She asked but Ben just laughed as a response.

“Glad you’ve woken up, else I would have had to, brought you breakfast. Thought you wouldn’t be in the mood to make yourself something, seeing how tired you were last night.”

“Tired? I was tired. Did you see yourself last night?” She retorted and watched a smile come on his face. The smile soon became dry before diminishing. Her mind automatically went back to last night and all he told her, she knew that was probably what he remembered to make his smile fade.

She stood on the bed and held his face in her small hands like he always held hers, and then she pecked him on the lips. A smile came back to his lips, it turned into a light chuckle before fading again.

“The whole of city S knew when my mother was hospitalized just a few hours after she had a myocardial infarction, and even though it wasn’t very serious, I didn’t want it to get to the media.” He sighed.”Now that they know, they probably are finding ways to know more, and if the public by any chance knows any more than they do, it could be catastrophic for me, my company, the family’s reputation, my mum, her health, especially her mental health.”

“I mean, the media isn’t sure about your mother’s hospitalization, right? They don’t know for sure, it just somehow got out there but until you publicly accept that it’s true, they are not sure. That’s how I’ve seen things happen while working for Mrs Johnson, sometimes there’s no accurate source, so we just publish the news in the form of a question, not slandering the name of the person being talked about but just asking, kind of.”

Ben smiled again while she spoke.

“I’ve been trying to keep things in place, keep the family issues out of public eyes, and make sure my mother’s okay. She won’t even look at me since she returned from the hospital, it’s like she can’t bring herself to forgive me.”

Ben stopped talking for some seconds, making it silent between them both till he said something else.

“I forgot to add a glass of water to the tray, I’ll go get it.” She heard him say before he left.

A few minutes after he left, his phone started to ring. Belle got down from the bed and went to look at it, at the top of the drawer. She saw that it was Alex calling.

Her breathing became slower when she saw her name on the screen of his phone. It made her remember the night at the charity event, where she met her at the restroom.

‘The Ben I know isn’t pleased by girls like you,’ She remembered her exact words.

When Ben returned with the glass of water, she took it from him before he could set it on the tray. She took a sip Initially, then another sip. She finally gulped the whole glass while Ben stood watching her.

When she was done, she kept it on the tray picked the dish, and started to fork some into her mouth. She sat and continued to eat. When Ben joined her on the bed, she stopped chewing, took in a deep breath, then asked:

“What kind of women do you like? Thick? With an hourglass shape? Let me guess, you like models?”

“Are you okay?” Ben laughed lightly because he found it funny that she was asking that with her mouth partly filled.

“Yeah, I am.” She nodded and swallowed.”Are you going to ignore those questions?”

“Do you want an honest answer?” Belle nodded to his question.”Yes, I like thick women; thick models actually.” Belle stopped chewing and focused her eyes on him when he said those; they looked ready to burn him, but he wasn’t done.

“… But then, I’m fucking you,” he smiled.”You have a charm that pulls me in like a magnet, and even when I try, I can’t explain it to myself.”

Belle started to chew again, slowly, her eyes still on him.

“Maybe it’s your eyes, I don’t know,” he smiled more significantly.”But again, it’s not just your eyes, everything else: Your meek smile, your indecisiveness sometimes…” He was still listening when Belle climbed on top of him, sitting over him on the bed. She had kept the tray containing the dish on the bedside table.

He didn’t waste any time to put his arms around her waist. Belle nibbled on his ear while he had his face in direct contact with her breasts. Though they weren’t very big, he enjoyed how pointy they were, and how hard her nipples got whenever he touched her.

He skillfully turned her to be beneath him on the bed, claiming her lips as soon as he did that. Belle’s legs wrapped around his waist as she lifted her hips after he made her lay on the bed.

In no wasted time, Belle’s clothes were off her. Ben’s too. He heard her when she let out a low moan on his first entry, it made him smile before going deeper. Belle’s hands played on his bare back while they shared more kisses but the moment he put more inches in her, she stopped rubbing on his back.

Ben felt her fingers dig into the flesh on his back and knew he just put her in the state he wanted. He kissed her right ear.

“Oh Ben,” she muttered in between breaths, biting her lips afterward as she took all of him.

“I just remembered that I didn’t punish you yet for leaving City S without planning to let me know about it.” He whispered in the ear he just kissed.

Belle wasn’t really listening to him. Her sense of touch was much more active than her sense of hearing at the moment. She eased her grip on his back but then he went in and out of her and she lost it. Ben looked her in the eyes as he fucked her to the point of wordlessness. No voice escaped her lips but the broken moans every time he went in and out of her.

Belle’s eyes opened in utter shock when his left hand went around her neck before he came inside of her. She didn’t know what she was more surprised about, that Ben just came in her or that he decided to choke her while doing it. It just occurred to her that he had been fucking her raw. He pulled out after and let some of it spill over her pussy before sliding back inside her.

‘Did he just cum inside me?’ She asked herself with multiple blinks of her eyes. It was the first time he was doing so; she had no issue with it yet she was surprised because it was him. It was Ben, he didn’t like to fuck without protection but he just fucked her without a condom on and came inside her.

Her mind was scattered. She was thinking about what he just did, and he was doing more, he was fucking her brains out with his every thrust. She couldn’t even think properly about what he just did like she wanted to.

She felt his lips trail on her neck, then her shoulder. He kissed her earlobe, whispering some words to her.

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