I Swear, Let Me Love You Again

Jenny’s POV:Belongs to (N)ôvel/Drama.Org.

With a seductive smile, I rose up from the bed and walked towards him. He sighed deeply, shutting his eyes. When I got in front of him, I wrapped an arm around his neck and used the other hand to trace my fingers down his chest.

“You’re so handsome, Nate.” I stared into his emotionless eyes and I was disappointed when he just gazed at me without using his hands to feel me and pull me closer to him. I stared at his pink lips that were so inviting and I slowly moved towards him standing on my tip toe so I would be in direct contact with his lips. I pressed my lips against the side of his lip and used my hand to keep going down his chest and to his stomach, until I finally arrived at my exact aim.

The minute I tried to hold his penis, he pushed me so hard and I luckily fell on the bed. I smirked, opening my legs further, waiting patiently for him to come in between my legs and pleasure me. I grew excited, happy this was my moment to get pregnant.

He strolled towards me maintaining eye contact and each slow step made my heart race in anticipation. He finally arrived in front of me and gestured for me to sit up. I did in a heartbeat and I did with my legs still open. I debated whether to take off my panties or not but I didn’t want to seem too thirsty.

He came in between my legs and his mouth was close to my ears but before he could utter a word, I beat him to it. “You know you want this, come on Nate.” I whispered sexily caressing his body.

“I see you still have no form of self respect for yourself and it’s getting extremely pathetic, Jenny. Extremely.” He whispered in my ear and for some odd reason, instead of his words to hurt me, I was excited and turned on.

“This is the last chance I’m giving you to walk away from me without filing a restraining order just because of all you’ve done for me in the past. But I promise you, Jenny, if you come to me sexually ever again.” He chuckled darkly, making me and my mouth grow dry seeing the look on his face.

A knock came through the door and Rachel’s voice followed after, “Nathan, Mum and Jennifer are here.” She announced.

“I will be right there.” He shouted back, keeping his gaze on me.

“Now, leave Jenny and I will be transferring you to another branch in the company, and there you will be treated like any random employee which if you miss even a single day, you will lose your job.” He spoke sternly and I wore back my outfit with my heart and mind racing.

“Nathaniel, I’m sorry…I just…thought you would need…I’m sorry don’t be mad at me Nate, I sincerely apologize.” The last thing I needed was for him to be mad at me, I should have just stuck to my plan rather than jumping the important step.

“Just leave for real.” He snapped and I wore my clothes grabbing my bag and heels then exited out of his room.

I have ruined everything.

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After about twenty minutes, we were all seated in the living room. Nathaniel’s eyes were fixated on his phone and both Mrs King and I gazed at him. My mind raced thinking of what to do to apologize for my action but nothing came to mind except finishing Lydia off.

“You kids know I love you dearly and though I have made a lot of mistakes, I don’t think there should be any reason you choose to abandon the woman who gave birth to you and nurtured you, during her trying times. I must say I’m truly disappointed and hurt, no calls or text messages. Nathaniel you even voted me out of the company, what did I ever do to deserve such treatment?” She let out a single tear and the room was filled with silence until Rachel let out a stifled laughter.

“I’m so sorry, it’s just…. you have to be speaking to Nathaniel not me. You watched me come home with bruises and you saw me, your daughter, suffering but for your own grain you turned a blind eye and you want me to check up on you when everyone knows even a single word in that book is true. You gotta be kidding me.” She chuckled with hurt mixed with amusement on her face.

Mrs King was silent and I had expected her to give Rachel an apology but she failed to. Almost like she really didn’t care for Rachel in the slightest.

“Our stocks were falling and everything wasn’t going well so as the CEO that was the best decision to make. And another hand, you abused my wife, the woman I love and you had a hand in the reason for our divorce, so what do you expect?” My heart fell at his words about Lydia and tears brimmed in my eye.

“The woman you love? Nathaniel you only married that woman for Jenny’s sake. She was too much and like I said in that interview she exaggerated and most of the contents were not true!” Mrs King reasoned but Nathaniel scoffed.

“I really do not want to speak to you Mrs King. I will send anything you need because you’re still my mother but aside from that I want nothing to do with you.” Nathaniel spoke with finality and Mrs King was taken aback. Rachel walked out heading upstairs and his words just kept playing in my head until I received a message.

“I have somewhere to be so…” He trailed off.

I brought out my phone and my heart raced and my breathing picked up seeing a video of me cutting Lydia’s brakes on that day.

It was sent from a private number and I could neither reply nor call. Luckily another message came in but at this rate I was about to have a panic attack.

It will be sent to the Millers and Nathaniel King in the next 72 hours unless you agree to meet up with me.

I had to go and meet up with whoever this is. Nathaniel nor the Millers should never find this especially not the man I love because at the end of the day, this was all for him.