Craving For You

“Come on, Lou, what do you mean by that?” Madison laughed off the embarrassment she felt at Louis’s question.

“The ring should be given by someone, right? You didn’t just buy it, did you?” Louis walked away from her as he spoke.

He went to the receiving room and took a seat on the big couch.

“Louis, you’re kidding right?” Madison went closer to Louis so he could see the ring properly.

Louis smirked at this action of hers. He clearly remembered the ring. After all, he purchased the ring.

“I’m not.”

His response was short but those two words had knives in them. Those words stabbed Madison’s heart so badly.

She thought he had forgiven her.

She thought he was ready to accept her again. Judging from how well he spoke to her at the party, she thought she could go back to him.

She regretted her actions. For cheating on him. For bringing a stranger into their home. That night was a mistake she wished she could undo.

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Those years ago when Louis left for the meeting in France. She missed him so much. The house wasn’t the same without him so she decided to go clubbing.

She met that stranger at the club that night. She didn’t drive to the club so that people wouldn’t recognize her but she had no car to go home in and she was partially drunk.

The man offered to take her home and she agreed but how she got in bed with him was something she couldn’t remember.

Seeing Louis in the room that night and the calmness he had despite witnessing such an outrageous scene. She knew they could never go back to the way they were. And the way he looked at her…

That look was something she could never forget. She felt dirty and disgraceful under his gaze.

Every attempt to apologize fell on deaf ears and Louis left the house for France. He didn’t return home even though his business over there was done.

He spent three months in France without calling or texting her. He never answered or returned her calls so this confirmed her doubt.

Madison knew that Louis now hated her.

She couldn’t stand his hatred so she decided to stay away too. She kept tab of Louis’s life daily so she knew when he returned to Philadelphia

She came back as soon she discovered that he was back in town. She knew that he would attend that party and that was why she attended it too.

She was afraid of how Louis would behave with her but her heart was calmed when Louis didn’t embarrass her. Instead, he behaved sweetly with her.

Her hope was restored and she saw the ray of reigniting her love for Louis but with his cold word, s it is clear that he is still mad at her.

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“Louis, I’m sorry.” Madison sat close to Louis. “I know you’re still mad at me but please can you just forgive me.”

“Forgiveness?” Louis scoffed. “I already did that before.”

That’s right.

If Louis hadn’t forgiven Madison back then, he could have ruined her career. He could have made life difficult for her.

He could have done something to her regardless of her father’s position. But he did none of that which meant that he forgave her right?

“Louis, please. I love you.” Madison grabbed Louis’s shoulders.

“Love?” Louis scoffed again. “I don’t know what that means.”

Louis hates that word so much that he wished the word could be erased from the dictionary.

“I’m sorry Louis, please. Take me back.” Madison came forward and sat before him.

“I’m not interested.”

Madison’s eyes sting with tears at his words. She thought they could get back together. But his ego was getting in the way.

She followed every news that was related to Louis in the past years and she knew that Louis had no girlfriend after her. The other women were just for satisfaction and were never seen with him for more than twenty-four hours.

He still loved her.

She was sure of it but why won’t he just accept it?

Why is he pushing her away?

“Louis, look in my eyes and tell me you don’t love me.” Madison cupped his cheek.

Louis stared down at her and smirked. He couldn’t look into her eyes.

It wasn’t because he still loves her but because he didn’t want to taint his eyes. He feels disgusted by the sight of her.

Back at the party, Louis let her go close to him on purpose. He wanted to see if his body would still react to her the way it does in the past.

His body didn’t react and Louis became sure that he was totally over her.

It wasn’t his intention to help Madison’s delusions.

“I can say that without looking in your eyes.” With that Louis looked down at her as he whispered the most painful word Madison has ever heard.

“I don’t love you, Maddie.”

The way he said her name. The endearment he always called her. ‘Maddie.’

The way he said that made her heart skip a beat as she remembered how much he loved to call her Maddie.Copyright by Nôv/elDrama.Org.

Madison’s heart skips a beat every time he called her with his baritone voice. She liked how pleasant it feels to hear him say her name with so much love and even though he said that name right now intending to hurt her, it didn’t.

It gave her joy instead.

She knew now that Louis still has a soft spot for her and she will work very hard to reveal that part of him and also help him accept it.

Louis smirked seeing her reaction to the endearment he called her. He knew she was hurt and that was his intention.

To hurt her.

He wanted to hurt her so badly as she did to him all those years and now that the opportunity presented itself, he won’t let it go to waste.

“You don’t mean that, Lou,” Madison moved closer to Louis; more like she wanted to merge with him.

She squatted before him and slowly squeezed his dick. Louis’s eyes widened. He wasn’t expecting her to touch him.

Madison felt his body stiffen and she smiled. She thought his body still reacted to her touch as it did in the past.

Louis clenched his fist and decided not to move he wanted her to realize that he was over her and he believed that she’ll see that from his body’s response to her.

Louis stayed still and let Madison work her hands on him.

Madison slowly got up and kissed Louis’s lips. His lips remained tight even though she played with his earlobe which was his weak spot as far as she could remember.

Madison was stunned but decided to keep going. She moved to unbutton his shirt and then she played with his nipple; biting slowly on his brown nipple.

Louis was unfazed. He wasn’t affected by all she was doing at all. He was very much unlike before when he’d instantly be aroused as soon as her hand touches him.

Madison wasn’t ready to accept defeat. It was now or never. She stood up and took off her clothes. Exposing her white and spotless skin.

Her big boobs were bigger than Skylar’s but Skylar’s breasts had a better round shape than hers. Louis found himself comparing Madison to Skylar.

Madison took his hand and placed it on her breast and she helped him squeeze the buds but still got no reaction.

She kissed his chest down and she moved to straddle him. She grinds her butt against his groin so hard but nothing happened. She took Louis’s hand and placed it on her butt but Louis was unmoved.

“Not bouncy.” Louis found himself comparing Madison’s butt to Skylar’s. He liked the feel of her butt against his hand and how it bounces once he touched it.

At the thought of Skylar, Louis’s gaze darkened. He wanted her and there was no doubt about it. Her body was calling and he couldn’t hold back anymore.

Madison noticed the slight change in Louis’s expression and body language. There was something different about him. His eyes were filled with lust but it wasn’t for her.

“Does Louis have someone else? Madison wondered. She stared back at Louis with disbelief but she was met by his disdainful gaze.

“Are you done?” Louis was getting impatient. His body was heating up and his hands were itching to be on Skylar’s body.

He left his work halfway to come to attend to Madison and now he couldn’t stay back anymore.

Listening to his euphonic voice, Madison was startled. She jumped down from his body and sat on the chair beside him.

She couldn’t believe that this was the same Louis whom she had wrapped around her fingers.

“Louis….” Madison muttered.

Her voice cracked as she noticed the way he looked at her just like he did on that night but this look….. was a lot worse.

Louis didn’t linger around. As soon as Madison got down from his lap, He sprang up and darted towards the door. He needed to go to Skylar.

Louis hurried to the door and tried to open it but his hand halted as he held the door knob. He turned to bid farewell to the guest but she was sitting pitifully on the floor so he decided to leave her to enjoy her time crying.

He opened the door and stepped out but not without saying,

“You can help yourself out when you’re done.”