Trapped in his End Game (Series)

She waits for me at the base of her dorm building, wearing a small, shy smile. Adriana wears dark skinny jeans and a tight, leopard-print tank top, which stretches over her breasts. She wears a glittering necklace that I’d love to grab ahold of. Her thick, brown hair falls over her back. Typical guidette. Bombshell.

I told her to wear something casual, and she still manages to look gorgeous.

“Carmine.” Her pink lips mouth my name.

Everything inside me wants to kiss her, but I hold myself back and link hands with her instead. “You look beautiful, Adriana. As always.”

She walks into my arms and wraps her arm around my waist, and I feel goosebumps all over my arms. I suck in my breath when I feel her tits rustling against my chest and step back from her, grabbing ahold of her hands.

Control.

“Where are we going?”

“It’s a secret.” I grip her hand and guide her to the garage where my car is parked.

It’s a nice night. Happy young couples walk by us, heading towards the bars and clubs. I’ve something different in mind for her. Something exciting.

I open the passenger door for her, my eyes lingering on her body as she bends into my car. I take another deep breath and slide into the driver’s seat.

“So how are you?” I say to break the silence.

Adriana looks nervous. Her hands twist in her lap and her knee jigs restlessly. Does this girl ever calm down?

A shaky sigh leaves her mouth. “I’m good. A bit nervous. First date jitters.”

Truth be told, I’m a little nervous, too. I’m just really good at hiding it. “Me too.”

She grins at me as I pull out of the parking lot. “Really?”

“Yeah. Pretty girls make us guys nervous.”

I reach over and suddenly grab her thigh, tickling her. She squeals and beats my hand away. I do it again.

“Carmine, stop!” she pleads through laughter.

She laughs so hard, there are small tears in the corner of her eyes.

“I just wanted to make you laugh a little, and it worked!”

When I look at her again, a somber expression replaces the mirth dancing on her face. I notice that a lot. A light switches and a deep sadness overcomes her, like the shadow of a dark cloud from some deep, dark corner in her mind. She carries it with her all the time.

I understand that.

I drive toward Queens to begin our little adventure for tonight. 80’s pop music blares through the speakers and I turn it up, singing along under my breath.

Adriana stares, biting her lip to keep herself from laughing.

“Oh, come on. You sing in the shower, don’t you? What, I can’t sing the Police in my car?”

She giggles. “It’s just so unexpected.”

We fly over the bridge, which is lit up at night. New York City glows behind us as I drive towards Queens.

“I have no idea where we’re going.”

“That’s the idea.”

There’s a strip of the highway here where there are drag races: the belt parkway that wraps around Brooklyn and Queens. And we’re going to be in one.

The highway wraps around the water, and there’s a line of cars already waiting as I loop around, right before Bennett Field. I roll down the window as I pull up beside them.

“Hey, wanna race?”

“Frank, it’s me!”

I move the shift until it’s in park, and then I rev the engine. Adriana looks at me, looking excited and scared. “Make sure your seat belt’s on.”

“Is it safe?” she whispers.

I shrug and laugh.

“Hey,” he says to me. “On three?”

The sound of three, four cars revving their engine gets my blood racing. Headlights shine behind me. There are even more cars joining the race. Adriana holds her armrests, looking terrified. I grin at her.

“One.”

“Two,” I say.

I yank back the shift into drive and peel off before he can say three. Tires scream and smoke billows around my car. I yank the steering wheel to the left, cutting off the other cars as I stamp down on the gas. Adrenaline burns through my veins as my back slams into the seat.

“HOLY SHIT!”

She screams as the tires squeal, when I make a wide left turn. Frank inches up closer beside me on the right. It’s a mad race. I weave in and out between cars, cursing as Frank’s Lexus darts in front of two cars I’m trying to squeeze in between. Adriana lets out a high-pitched scream as I shove my car between them, almost causing a car crash.

“ARE YOU CRAZY?”

I throw my head back and laugh with the sheer joy of it all, slamming it towards Frank. Other cars start to weave closer like a hive of bees pursuing a target. Luckily, this highway is pretty much straight.

God, it’s a rush. I’m going so fast that every car seems to move extremely slow. I easily switch lanes, forcing the others to retreat as I power on ahead. It’s all a blur of white and yellow. Then I slow down, because there’s too much traffic ahead. Adriana’s mouth is open in a silent scream. She looks frozen.

“You okay?”

She gives me a shaky laugh. “That was insane.”

“Want to do it again?”

“S-sure. Just be careful.”

“No such thing.”

By the end of the second race, Adriana’s face is white and I’m worried that I scared her. I pull over to the side of the road and slide the top to reveal the skylight. It’s a clear night and the stars wink above us peacefully. She is as still as a trained bird, staring ahead with wide eyes. I brush the hair from her shoulders and she shivers at my touch. I lean over and wrap my arm around her dainty shoulders. Her lips part as my other hand takes her chin.

There’s something in those dark pools that I can’t yet identify. A healthy dose of fear, yes, but there’s something else. She wants something from me, but is scared to get it.

I take her trembling lips in mine and kiss her, my hand moving down her neck to the strap of her tank top. It feels incredible, like electricity shooting my lips. I play with her strap, sliding my fingers through to stroke her. She moans into my mouth and my hand dips lower to brush over the soft skin. My thumb strokes the top of her breast while the rest curls around. I squeeze her and grab the back of her neck. She kisses back timidly, her lips soft against mine.

Slowly, I’m losing control. I want to fuck her right in the backseat of my car. Her hands will be pressed against the window and she’ll pant and moan for me. I want that so badly.

“Can we go to your place?”

She leans back, that fearful, timid look back on her face.

“Sure we can.”

I try to ignore the groaning disappointment in my pants, but soon enough I’ll have her alone.

* * *

She sits down on my kitchen table, and when I take a seat next to her, her face blooms in color. I would have never pinned her as a shy girl.

When I saw her with Cesare, I assumed she was an easy lay. That asshole never really did put an effort into getting pussy. It’s not like I don’t get my fair share, but I’m just not into banging girls to get notches on my belt. I just want one, and I wanted her. The way I see it, she was mine from the beginning. I knew her mother. I knew her way before that jerk-off waltzed in her life.

It made me laugh to see his pain when he barged into my house.

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When I think about it, I don’t really know why I hate him so much. It always comes down to the fact that he had her before I did. He touched her, tasted her, fucked her. When she belonged to me all along.

“Carmine, what’s that on your neck?” She points at me, looking slightly paler than usual.

I wipe my over my neck and my fingers glisten with blood. Shit. Some of it must have splattered on me. Definitely possible.

Sloppy.

I laugh it off as I get up and wash my hands, wiping my neck with a paper towel. “Probably just from cutting myself shaving.”

But I didn’t shave today. She knows it and I know it.

The implicit lie hangs over both of our heads, dangling there. She accepts the lie handed to her and nods her dark head.

I sit back down next to her, my cock hardening in my pants. She would look so hot bent over the kitchen table, with me nailing her from behind.

“Come here.” I pat my legs and she dutifully rises to her feet with a small smile. I take her hips and position her so that she’s straddling my waist.

Her hands flutter over my hair as she sits down over me. I’m overcome with the feeling of her body sitting on my lap, right over my throbbing cock.

I want her.

Her neck is smooth under my fingers. So frail. I wrap my fingers around her tiny neck and yank her towards me. I study her lips, her straight nose, tiny earlobes begging for a nibble, and her big eyes. Fear shines through them. What is she so fucking afraid of? I could give her something to cry about, but I’m being nice. She has no reason to be afraid of me. Yet.

She presses her finger over a round, circular scar below my neck. “What’s that?”

Everything inside me tenses when she touches it.

Carmine, stop crying! Don’t you dare look at me like that-you son of a bitch. You worthless fanook.

My heart pounds and my teeth clench together. I want to shove her away. The sharp, circular sting still burns when she touches it.

“There’s more,” she murmurs, looking down my shirt.

Of course, there are fucking more.

She touches each of them, and pain radiates in my skin, echoing from decades ago. I jerk away from her fingers.

“Don’t.”

Her fingers fly away. “I’m sorry.”

My hard-on is a distant memory. I bury my face into her chest and I try to think about her creamy tits, but my mind is on the scars lining my body. I don’t even like taking off my clothes, because then they always ask questions. Questions I’m not ready to answer, but I will when the time is right.

Pulling back, I can see one forming on her lips. She swallows it down, looking somber.

That’s why she’s perfect for me