Their broken Princess

CHAPTER 42

Carina's pov

I was reading a novel when someone knocked on my door ,

'' Come in'' , I said the door opened revealing Sam who was smiling like a Cheshire cat i sat up looking

at her

'' What's up with you and that smile'' I asked suspiciously , she sat on the bed and held my hand

'' I need your help '' , She asked anxiously , i gave her a pointed look

'' Depends '' , I answered ,

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'' I have quit ballet in that school cuz the teacher is a pervert and because Sofia had been an ass but i

am competing against them and i need your help please i am doing ballet i don't know for how long'' ,

She answered waiting for my responses ,

'' I know it's stupid but the head of The Juilliard School will be there plus the mafia families well i don't

care about them i just want to get into that school for dad please and maybe you will get noticed and

continue your career are you in '' , Sam asked yeah her dream is to go to Juilliard since we were kids , i

smiled at her

'' I will sing the song my choice whether English or Latin okay then i am in for you i am in'' , I said she

squealed and hugged me , i smiled and hugged her back

'' And don't worry you can sing any song you want as long as we are happy '' , She said and kissed my

cheek and walked out

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'' How about this do you feel any Pain'' , Harley asked massaging my leg where i was shot , i shook my

head ,

'' How about this '' , She asked pressing on the bone , i looked at her

'' No Dr '' , I said she smiled and closed the clipboard NôvelDrama.Org © content.

'' Looks like you are not going to use crutches anymore your are lucky but don't forget to walk around

you are good to go '' , Harley said smiling , i nodded and got of the bed i am not using crutches

anymore i walked to the door , i opened to see Damien waiting for me

'' You are not on crutches anymore'' , He asked , i nodded twirling around thank god i don't have to use

'' That's my sister'' , He said and kissed my forehead , i smiled at him we walked to the car then he

decided to remind the bitter truth

'' Tomorrow is Daniel's Funeral are you ready '' , he asked trying to not make me angry i gave him a sad

smile and nod

To be honest i am not ready

The Next day

I took my coat and walked downstairs the boys and dad were wearing suits and red ties apparently it's

a must for a mafia funeral , We entered our cars and drove to the cemetery the whole drive they were

glancing to me after every minute , i balled my fist they are treating me like a fragile flower ,

Why did he have to die and i blame myself he was shot because of me maybe , maybe if i saved him

he would be alive i don't think i can handle it , he's dead he's fucking dead because of me and the guilt

is eating me alive

'' Carina '' , Ace called me i looked at him he gave me that look that i fucking hate that look Sympathy

and pity

'' Are you ready Bambina'' , Dad asked I nodded at him taking my seatbelt off and walked to the church

i sat next to the girls not before going to his casket i looked at him through the glass he looked peaceful

, i placed my right hand on the glass and smiled sadly wiping the tear that fell that from my eye

'' I am sorry i really am '' , i muttered and my fist were tightening pressing my nails hard making blood

coming out it seems that what i do since the kidnapping

I walk to my seat and looked at the casket , the memories came crashing down i took a Danny from

Blaze i am such a monster , The priest was talking while i was fighting with myself

Then the time i had to fucking talk , i stood up and went to where the stage was , i looked at everyone ,

pity , sympathetic , glare , cold and sad smiles were sent my way but my eyes lingered on the black

curly hair Boy who was giving me a blank look

Blaze

He gave me a look that i know well

Hate

Disgust

'' I can't do this i fucking can't'' , I trembled and walked out of the church leaving confused people

behind , it's started drizzling wow , before i could move someone held my arm , I turned to see