33、Negative thoughts
That morning, After Jennifer left for the test, Mike took the books to his office and sat down quietly. He could not think of any other thing other than Jennifer. He hated the fact the he was hurting her but at them same time, convinced him that he did the right thing as a teacher. The most disturbing part was that he loved what she was doing, he did not delete the picture. He was equally craving for her but chooses to always avoid her.
His mind flashed to the event that happened the last time she was in his office. How he kissed and smooched her. How he was about to transform to his werewolf while smooching her.
He understands that he can only transform amidst there kinds of situations; When he’s furious, when he’s super excited, especially with a mate and when his wolf senses danger that he could not detect.
He thought about it. He wasn’t furious or super excited at that moment. He recalled that his heart was racing while they were kissing.
“Maybe she have plans unknown to me. Could it be she’s a dangerous girl? Was she on a mission?” That was the questions he was asking himself.Copyright Nôv/el/Dra/ma.Org.
“Maybe she’s a prostitute and wants to blackmail me” Mike reasoned in his mind. He thought deep about it. Only a prostitute will be dressing the way she was dressing. Her behavior towards him was similar to the character of a slut on a mission. Only a cheap prostitute can send the type of pictures she sent to him.
All these negative thoughts gave him some relief that he wasn’t loosing anything as he felt, rather he was saving his reputation, and that he was actually doing the right thing and he had escaped from her deadly plans. He became proud of himself for not falling into her trap and had succeeded in keeping her away from his side by canceling the private lesson.
He made up his mind to delete her nudes and brought out his phone. As he set his eyes on her pictures, instead of deleting it, he found himself admiring her again. He shook his head, mark all the pictures and pressed the delete button. The next screen brought out the red button that would finally clear the pictures. At that moment, he couldn’t go further.
He could not explain why he was still craving for a girl he was about to delete from his phone. Why she was always torturing him. Why he was always having the urge to have sex with a cheap prostitute as he assumed. Why he loved her so much that he cannot sleep peacefully without thinking about her, and why the fuck he always dreams having sex her, making him wet his short like a virgin teen.
He tapped cancel option, dropped the phone on his desk and placed his palm on his face before taking a deep breath. His eyes flashed to the wall clock and he remembered he had a date with Jane. He cleared his desk and took his bag and car key.
He locked his office and swung his head to the right and saw Jennifer coming out of Kelvin office. Within his few months in school he had noticed how bad kelvin was with girls.
“Is she having something to do with him?” That was the first question that came into his mind. He could feel a wave of jealousy roaming within him. He wanted to rush and ask her why she was in his office and he remembered how he had turned her request down and cancelled the private lesson and how she left his presence unhappy and frustrated.
He knew she won’t give him any attention if he approached and ask her what she was doing in Kelvin office, instead it might create scene. He watched Jennifer as she walked out of sight. He stood there for some moments before he turned towards the direction he parked his car and drove off in anger.