#2 Chapter 37
“Wait, I forgot to buy drinks” Hailey said so she just nodded and tried to eat as the two said. Remus did not speak to them until he had eaten half of it.
“Do you love my brother?” She stopped eating and looked up at the man in front of her. It’s serious and there’s no trace of a joke. He swallowed and took a deep breath before having the courage to answer.
“I do” was his short but clear answer. Her breathing slowed and she folded her arms.
“It’s good, please take care of him. I’ll be comfortable now that I know you’re there, someone who truly loves him because me and his family didn’t do that to him. it’s good that there is now “he said with a trace of joy in his eyes before turning his gaze to Yexel who was still asleep.
“I want my brother to be happy even he can’t forgive us” he said then smiled bitterly.
“You alone will be enough of everything” it added. he knows they have a problem but he doesn’t want to interfere in the private problems of the siblings but he just really hopes that the two will be clear because based on what he sees, Remus loves his brother and his brother, Yexel needs attention and love from him. not only do they understand each other but he knows they love each other maybe, because they are still brothers in blood.
He waited for Hailey and Remus to disappear from his sight before he closed the door and went to Yexel’s side again. he wiped it with his body and then he sat on the side of the bed on which it lay. He held it in his hand and folded it
“I believe in your promise to wait for me, Yexel” he said not sure if he heard it. he bent down and kissed his hand before leaning his head on the bed and closing his eyes. He will wait until it wakes up.
She’s about to fell asleep when she felt Yexel’s hand suddenly moved. he quickly lost his sleep and felt his hand again and when it moved again he looked up at his face. He waited for her to open her eyes until she could see the chocolate color in her eyes again.
“Yexel … it’s good-” he wiped away the tears then continued speaking. “It’s good you woke up” he cried and then hugged it. That he misses it so much.
“You’re here” the weak voice said it traces the pain, sadness and joy. mixed up as if for various reasons but there is nothing more important in those moments than this conscious. Hailey was right, it was resisting.
“What?” Yexel laughed out loud when he heard what the brother had said.
“You want me to be your machines supplier?” He asked again. His older brother seemed to nod thickly so he felt even more angry about it. after he is considered the dirt of their family, does he still want to benefit from it ?. it wants to use the name of his company so that it can get more investors, from him it will get the machines that it will use in its business because its company is known as a producer of the most durable and high quality products. he wanted to enter Europe but not as a staff of his older brother and father but as a superior to them. How dare them to use him for their own fvckin benefits !?
“No! Now leave!” He shouted at it and pointed to the door but it was hard. he laid on his desk the proposal he wanted to tell him which made him even more annoyed. Her head was throbbing with pain in rage. They not only use him but also insult him.
“I said I wouldn’t allow it!” He shouted at the same time as his chest tightened.
“Sir!” as soon as Hailey approached she stopped it.
He was caught in the chest that hurt more. He chased after the breath and turned his gaze to his brother who was just standing there.
“I’m not …” he winced in pain. “I don’t agree” he replied and complained of pain. he was also dizzy and to support his erection he was very close to the table.
“Sir ..” Hailey called to him worriedly. He wanted to calm it down but he cried out in pain. he felt the excessive speed of his heartbeat increase even more when he remembered his older brother.
“Sir, is it your heart?” Hailey asked incredulously.
“Sir, just relax” Hailey calmed him down unable to help because of the extreme pain he was feeling.
“Arew, what’s happening?” He heard Remus say, he lost all his thoughts when he saw the woman he was avoiding seeing in this situation. He wanted to get rid of it but he was getting too weak.
“Aenah …” he tried to speak but he only uttered its name then his breathing became even harder.
“Sshhh, don’t speak first, okay?” he wanted to show that he wasn’t hurt, especially since he had already started crying but he couldn’t because of the p*t*nginang heart he had.
“Take a deep breath, just calm down. I’m here okay ? I’ll take care of l-everything “he couldn’t help but hear the squeal that he knew was because of him. He wanted to hug it, he wanted to calm it while his hand was on his chest but he couldn’t handle the situation. he doesn’t want to die, he doesn’t want to disappear early, he doesn’t want to see it hurt, if only he can, he will fix his heart as soon as possible.
He heard her shout but he can’t understand. he didn’t understand anything as long as he knew that his whole body was weakening and he could hardly breathe, his eyes were also dimming. he tried to reach her cheek to stop her from crying and smiled which ended in a frown due to the extreme pain that eventually drained her strength.
He tried to speak but nothing came out of his mouth. the girl cried even more which made her heart hurt more, she didn’t want to see him cry but here she is and he is still the reason for her crying so much. he wanted to cling to it even tighter, he wanted to hug it, kiss it and be with him but gradually he lost his strength until his eyesight completely darkened.
i LOVE YOU, he wanted to say those words for the first and last time but he can’t manage to say those because darknes swallowed all of his senses.
In the middle of the darkness he tried to reflect the light, he tried to move the body without the control of his mind. he tried to move it until he could do it, first move then he tried again until he could do it again. Gradually he felt the resurrection of his senses and tried to open his eyes. when he finally open his eyes, the beautiful blurry face of his Pill welcomed him.
“Yexel, it’s good …” he stopped speaking. “It’s good you woke up” her tears dripped again causing her to feel pain, she didn’t want to see him cry because of her. There are also traces of tiredness in his eyes, how long did he sleep and how long did he cry ?.
His decision that he had to make was complete and seeing it unfold was what made him feel different emotions at the same time. pain for its tears, joy because it stayed by his side and sadness at the thing he had to do.
“You’re here” he only said. He seems to have a hard time but for the two of them, for their good, he has to do that. I really don’t think he has a chance to say the word ‘I love you’ here.
He smiled bitterly and reciprocated with a hug when he hugged her. He will check for the rest of his chances.Published by Nôv'elD/rama.Org.
I’m sorry and I love you, he said to himself as he hugged it.
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One more week had passed, and it was day for Yexel to be released from the hospital. Aenah’s wide smile flashed on her as the door opened and it spat out the maiden. it was happy to come to him and hug him, he was happy but when it was so tender to him he was hurt.
“Aenah” he called her as he hugged her.
“Mmn?” He asked without looking away.
“Can we go out later ? I’ll just pick you up “he said as he nodded. He smiled and squatted down to give her a kiss on the lips.
“Maybe – maybe” he said smiling then pulled her hand out of the room. People look at them there but they don’t care.
“We can also go out now” he suggested with a smile. That’s better so that somehow he can spend more time with her.
It should have been taken to his condo so when he remembered that his friend Revance had a headache, he just visited it. at the mall, they watched a movie, strolled in the park and played at the water fountain. He wanted to make the most of that day so he didn’t realize the time.
They sat on the grass while looking up at the sky and counting the stars. he felt the pain of his heart again as he stared at the woman which was the reason why he wanted to live longer. It smiled as it looked at the sky, he did not take his eyes off it and memorized every angle of its face. he wanted his last breath to be the last thing he would remember.
“Why?” It asked him when it looked at him. He tried to smile and dried the tears that were starting to disappear from his eyes.
“Aenah, I have to say goodbye” he started to say goodbye, he knew it hurt but he had to cope. It couldn’t speak and just kept staring at him.
“When I’m with you my heart beats more chaotic, I can’t read when I have to fix myself. I used to memorize myself, I used to know my limits but when I was with you, everything was goneit’s getting too complicated and when I’m with you I feel more pain “he explained he wanted to withdraw when the tears started to run down Aenah’s beautiful cheeks.
he wanted to hug it but he had to control himself, he didn’t want to hurt it anymore because of him. He didn’t want to be affected by the pain he was feeling, what if the day came when he suddenly disappeared? How is this? if the first time he saw her in such a situation it was so much that the hardship he went through was so much more ?.
He doesn’t want to be left hurting, he just prefers him, he’s the only one to suffer as long as he doesn’t do it. the short time he was happy with it was enough, that was enough for him. He took a deep breath to stop the stutter, he had to do it.
“I need to get away from you, please stay away from me too. Don’t look for me, don’t think about me. let’s stop everything until it’s too early, Aenah. “last he said to stand up to leave it forever.
He clenched his fist as his crying got louder. It was so painful, he really wanted to hug it, he wanted to take back everything he said but he couldn’t.