The Alpha Who Saved Me

Chapter 64

This is not the way I wanted Declan to find out about my decision. I knew it would hurt him and I wanted to have a private conversation with him. After all, he wanted me for his chosen, and I had decided that if my mate didn’t come along, then I would choose Declan, then Lila changed everything. Does he expect me to remain single, or wait around for his Luna to pass away or something? As much as I love Declan, I need to go after my own happiness, and Gavin is the best choice for me.

Seeing the hurt in Declan’s eyes will be branded into my memory for all time. I chase after him, but by the time I get to the front porch, Duke is already entering the tree line. The howl that echoes through the forest is one of heartbreak and sorrow, and I can’t stop the single tear that trickles down my face.

“Hey,” Gavin comes up and wraps his arms around my waist, “He will get over it, just give him some time.” I know Gavin isn’t saying this to be mean, but I take a little offense to it anyway.

*I should have been the one to tell him in private, Gavin. Apparently, you don’t know your cousin the way I do,” I lower my voice to almost a whisper, “He really loves me, and I have just broken his heart.” This belongs © NôvelDra/ma.Org.

“So, do you want to go after him?” Gavin asks, with a bit of hurt to his own voice.

I stare at the tree line a moment longer, and then shake my head, “No, he needs some time.” I turn back to Gavin and try mustering a smile, “Let’s just concentrate on us for now.”

His eyes sparkle as he looks down at me, “I like the way that sounds. What do you have in mind?” He nuzzles my neck.

Chuckling. I push him away, “For starters, there is a birthday party going on inside. How about we tend to that first, and then I will let you know what’s on my mind once the last guest leaves.” I run my tongue across my lips before biting the bottom one.

“Grr…”

“So impatient, Mr. Davis.” I walk towards the door, swaying my hips more than normal. Stopping at the door to glance over my shoulder, Gavin’s eyes are glued to my ass, “Are you coming or not?”

He readjusts himself, “I wish I was coming…” He says under his breath but loud enough for me to hear, which only has me giggling at his discomfort.

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Gavin does his best to keep my mind off what happened with Declan earlier, and he’s doing a good job, or so I’m making him think he is anyway. Deep down, I’m dying to go to Declan and Tala is pacing back and forth in my head, wanting to go as well, but it’s not fair to Gavin. I can’t keep doing this to him, especially if I’m going to accept him as my chosen. There isn’t anything I can do now, the damage is done, so now I will just give it a little time and then try to explain it to Declan. For now, I will continue on with life and having Gavin by my side is the best thing that I can do for myself.

“The last of the guests are getting ready to leave, so you may want to see them out, babe.” Gavin informs me, snapping me out of my own busy head.

“Yes, thank you. Will you do me a favor and round up Spencer and Cici, and whoever else to help carry all the gift up to my suite?” I ask as caress my fingers over his scruff.

“Of course, just come upstairs when you’re done.” He kisses my forehead before leaving me to go to my guests.

By the time I get up to the Alpha quarters, I’m ready for some much-needed alone time with Gavin. I hear the shower running and I strip as I walk to the ensuite. Gavin has his back to the door and is rinsing the soap out of his hair, his corded muscles working overtime as he does. Once he senses me, he turns his head to the side and grins.

“Joining me?”

“You know it.” I step in behind him, but in a flash he has me pinned to the tiled wall, my breasts squished against it.

“Spread your legs and stick that gorgeous ass out for me.” He orders, which makes my core weep with desire. I do as he says and in no time, he’s sliding himself inside of me, filling me full of his girthy cock.

| whimper as I always do at the stretch he causes, but I won’t trade it for the world. He feels too good once my pussy adjusts to his size, to complain about it, so I just take it, “Gavin…”

“No talking, just fucking.” And it’s exactly what he does as he starts slamming into me from behind. His hands grip my hips, holding me in place while he takes what he wants from me.

He hits my G-spot over and over, and soon I’m ready to fly over the edge, but just when I’m about to let go, he pulls out. I’m spun around, so my back is now against the wall. Gavin is wearing a big smirk, knowing that he stopped me from coming all over him. I pout, but all he does is raise a brow as he lifts me up and thrusts back into me.

“You will come when I come, Alpha.” He thrusts into me hard and deep before lowering his head to take a nipple into his mouth.

My fingers tangle into his hair and I hold his mouth against my chest, “Goddess, Gavin — please!”

He bites down, sending a spark all the way down to my core and I clench around him, “You like that, did you?” He moves his mouth to the other nipple to show it some attention as well.

“Fuck, I need to come, Gavin”..please!”

He let’s go of my mouth, “Not yet.” I don’t even get to wash myself off as he carries me out of the shower and over to the bed, “I said, you don’t come until I do, and I can’t come until I get a rubber on.” Reaching over, he opens the drawer and pulls a foil packet out. He makes quick work of pulling out of me and rolling on the condom before thrusting back inside.

I honestly didn’t even think about it. It felt so good that it was the last thing I even thought to consider. I’m glad he was still in the right frame of mind. Not that I’m too worried with me being on my meds, but it’s always better to have that extra protection.

He flips me over and places me, so my legs are dangling over the edge with my upper body facedown, “Get ready, baby…” Without finishing, he pushes his way back into me and picks up his pace until you can hear skin slapping skin as his hips slam into my ass.

“Oh fuck!” i can feel him really deep now and he isn’t letting up as I groan.

He wraps his hand in my hair and tugs it back while he fucks me hard and to the edge once more, “Come on my fucking cock, Quinn.”

I submit and obey him as my body starts convulsing while it gives us both what we want. My walls grip his shaft, and he roars out his own orgasm, gasping and grunting until every last drop is out. He drops down over my back, being careful not to squash me as he pants and tries catching his breath, “I love you, Quinn, but I can’t accept to be your chosen.”