Chapter 11
MADISON
I am so nervous, did I make the right choice? He seems so sure, but I am not sure. I am far from it. He is so much better than me. I am invisible. Except for his anger issues he is perfect. He claims that I complete him but I just don’t see it. There is just this overwhelming feeling of inadequacy.
As soon as we stop in front of the house, he comes running around the truck pulling me out of it, still carrying me in his arms he unlocks the door. He has me bridal style all the way to the bedroom. Ethan stands me up next to the bed. “I need to get this dress off of you.” His voice is low and husky.
I laugh a little. “I think you might need to close the front door first.”
“Shit,” He groans running out the door. I really got him that laser focused? I find that hard to believe, but here it is.
I hear the door shut and lock, I am sure it’s because he doesn’t plan on leaving the room again, not because he is worried that I will run. I have had plenty of opportunities to run and I haven’t. He comes back into the room with a predator look on his face. “Baby, I am going to go slow, is that alright? I want to enjoy every second of this.”
I nod my head. “Just promise me that you are sure, that you know you want me. Don’t change your mind after, please.” I can’t look at him, he is going to change his mind, I know it.
He comes up to me, pressing his body to mine. He takes his fingers under my chin, making me look at him. “Madi, I promise that you are the only girl for me. I am so sure that there is never going to be another girl in my life. Unless we have a daughter, then I will have another girl in my life, but until then, you are it.” His lips leave little kisses around my face as he keeps talking. “Baby, I need you in my life forever. I want you to be mine. I can never want anything more than this.” His lips meet mine. It feels perfect.
I feel his hands reach around me to the zipper of the dress. As it slid down achingly slowly, I wanted to scream, take me already, but I didn’t. He said he wanted to go slow and I will take it. His hands slide down my shoulders pulling my dress off as he goes, slow and sensual. I moan at the pleasure that alone brings me. As soon as my dress reaches past my elbows I feel it slide the rest of the way off pooling down on the floor. Now I am standing here in the middle of the room in my black lacy underwear and black heels.
Ethan takes a step back to look at me. “You are absolutely beautiful, do you know that?” I blush, I don’t think that, but it feels so amazing to have someone say that to me. He steps closer to me, taking me in his arms. He peppers my skin with kisses. I take this chance to unbutton his shirt. I love the feel of his skin on mine. I slid his tie free from his neck, he unclasped my bra. Using his que I slide his shirt down his shoulders. I forgot the buttons on the wrists and the shirt bunches up.
I chuckle to myself and undo the cuffs. Ethan smiles down at me. “You are cute.” As soon as he is free of his shirt, his hands are back on my body. I moan, reaching for his pants. Before I know it we are both in just our underwear, except for my shoes. His boxers have a clear bulge in the front. It’s a tenting effect. He is ready for this.
He leans me back on the bed, Ethan takes a hold of my left ankle unbuckling my high heel. He kisses my ankle when he drops the shoe. Who knew that would feel so good? He does the same to the other ankle. Now that I am free of the shoes I scoot the rest of the way up the bed. Ethan follows me.
Ethan frees us both of our underwear, now we are both completely naked on the bed. That part alone seemed to last forever. It’s like a very erotic torture. He skims his fingers over my skin. “I want this so bad, baby.” His lips meet my breast, sucking and teasing my nipples. I have become so wet I can hardly handle it. Each sweep of his tongue sends currents through my body.
“Ethan, don’t stop. Love me.” I moan as he starts to grind his body into mine. The head of his cock rubbing against my clit as he presses into me.
“I’m going to slide into you now. Are you ready?” I nod, I want him.
He takes my left hand in his, intertwining our fingers. He uses his right hand to guide himself in. Slow, very slowly. He takes his time. He reaches a point where it hurts, but he pushes through. He sees my eyes widen and he goes to stop, but I reach my arm around him and pull him forward. Soon he is in all the way, I have never felt so full in my life.
Ethan glides in and out, each passing feels more and more ecstatic. Finally my body is moving with his, grinding and pulsing with him. I have never felt anything like it in my life. The pure emotion of it floors me. “I’m getting close, baby.” He whispers in my ear. I can only moan in response. He picks up the pace a little, bringing his hand around. He circles my clit with his thumb.
It feels like it’s too much. I cry out, moaning in pleasure. “Cum for me baby.” As if that was all my body needed to hear, I climaxed. Screaming his name. Ethan releases my clit but continues to slide into me. Then I feel his release, the throbbing cock that is releasing all his seed inside me. After a moment he slides out of me and lays his body next to me, pulling me into an embrace.
“That wasn’t so bad now was it baby? It will be even better next time.” Ethan almost purrs in pleasure.
“I could definitely get used to it.” Then something crosses my mind. “Um, Ethan, you didn’t mark me.”
He gets a serious expression on his face. “It’s not that I didn’t want to, I just saw the doubt on your face. I want you to know. So if that means waiting until you know for sure then that is what we are going to do. That doesn’t mean that I am not going to make love to you every chance that I get.” He pulls me closer. “I know we are meant to be. You are my fated mate Madison. I am just waiting for you to know. I don’t want you to have this ‘what if’ in your brain, always doubting us.”From NôvelDrama.Org.
“Ethan, I am just scared.” He kisses my forehead. “I love you. I don’t want you to go anywhere. Hell, I am even scared that you are going to kick me out of here in the morning.”
He pulls me around so that I am looking at him. “Baby, I love you. You are going to be lucky if I ever let you leave this bed again. The last thing I am going to do is kick you out.”
“I am scared.”
He smiles. “I will make sure every day that I work to defuse your fear. I don’t want you to fear us. There is definitely an us. From this day forward there will always be us, not you and me anymore. You are going to be the mother of my children and the woman that I wake up next to every morning. I love you.”
I can feel it. All the emotions that he is flooding out to me, he does love me.
“I love you too Ethan.” Then he kisses me. Soft and passionate. I never want to stop kissing him.