Second Thoughts After Divorce

Rose’s POV

Ashton’s words hang in the air like a promise of something I’ve always longed for..

The thought of finally meeting my wolf, the one I’ve yearned for all my life, fills me with a sense of anticipation that I can’t quite put into words.

Oliver’s gaze shifts between Ashton and me, his expression a mix of concern and curiosity. “A shift? Are you saying she’s about to shift into her wolf for the first time right now?” He rushes, sounding confused,

Ashton nods, his attention still focused on me. “Yes, Tam, She hasn’t met her wolf yet… she was a runt before we completed the mating process. I hoped that my Alpha blood would make her stronger and help to bring her wolf to the surface… I think it’s finally working I listen to Ashton talk, as my eyes fall shut again – cringing as another wave of pain hits.

Oliver’s concern deepens, but he offers me a reassuring smile. “You’ve got this, Rose. It’s going to be rough, but you’re stronger than you think.” Oliver states, as I all but groan feeling the pain intensify.

Ashton’s hands stay on my shoulders, his presence a stabilizing force as I try to prepare myself for what’s still to come…

The pain in my bones worsens, becoming a sharp ache that radiates throughout my entire body. It’s as if my very core skeleton is being remolded, reshaped into something new. I clench my teeth, gripping onto Ashton’s arms for support as I feel the first snap of bones breaking and reforming…

I release a deafening scream, causing Ashton to tense under my hold… before he yells out for Oliver to leave and give us some privacy.

I feel Ashton pull me towards another room, as I am far too distracted to notice which one it is..

Ashton’s voice cuts through the haze of pain. Im right here with you, Rose. You’re not alone in this. Focus on my voice, on my presence.” He instructs me, as I suck in a sharp breath – hissing at the burning sensation dancing all over me..

I nod slowly, doing my best to center myself solely on the sound of his voice, using it as an anchor amidst the storm of agony I am feeling.

Time loses all meaning as the pain continues to surge through me in short waves… It’s like being caught in a whirlwind of torment, each moment stretching out into an eternity before quickly fading away again.

Ashton’s soothing words provide a lifeline, keeping me grounded as I try to hold on through the storm…

This will all be worth it in the end… when I finally get to meet her for the first time… this is what I have desired for most of my life, and it was now so close!

Through the haze, I hear Ashton continuing to murmur words of encouragement, his voice becoming a symphony of support. The pain ebbs and flows, at times feeling unbearable, and at other times giving me brief moments of respite as my body grows tired and weak from the continuous torment….

And then, finally, after what feels like an eternity, the intensity of the pain begins to wane… allowing for me to breathe in and out in quick pants… attempting to catch my breath.

My breathing remains ragged, as sweat beads form on my forehead as I gradually start to regain my senses. I blink back the tears, finding Ashton holding on to me for support…

The moment however, is soon short lived, before I find myself dropping down on to the floor–lying on the ground with my limbs trembling from the whole ordeal.

“M–Make it stop!” I cry out, as Ashton instantly kneels beside me. Exclusive content © by Nô(v)el/Dr/ama.Org.

1 book up to meet Aston’s mocerned gaze, my lip trembling. He’s crouched over me, with his hand gently brushing a strand of wet hair away from my Iace. “loose, are you okay? You re almost there!‘ He encourages, as I gilt my teeth.

I take a shaky breath, feeling a strange mixture of exhaustion fill me. “I just need it to at stop!” I manage to choke out, before suddenly feeling my tours pop and break in unnatural ways – as I thrash and scream out in sheer agony on the floor almost losing consciousness from the masses of pain that rips through

The unbearable feeling seems to last for long minutes, as i cringe from the sounds alone. I yell out and beg for it to end, as it feels like a lifetime Isefore things finally seem to ease….. causing me to lilink profusely to rid my tearful eyes.

Ashton nods, a salt smile tugging at the corners of his lips. “You did it Rose! You fucking did it! You’ve completed your first shift – it worked.” Ashton looks down at me in awe, as I take a musment to adjust to the room.

The room slowly comes into focus as I pant heavily, my body trembling with the aftermath of the intense pain I had just endured. Ashton’s words echo in my ears, and despite the lingering agony, a sense of accomplishment washes over me.

My breaths start to even out, the pain gradually receding into the background as my body settles into its new form. I feel different, as if I’m connected to a part of myself I never knew existed….

1 manage to

up, before my head flops forward–feeling suddenly heavier than usual as my eyes land on a pair of snow coloured paws.

Damn! I really did do it…

A sudden nish of excitement tills me, as attempt to stand fully on my shaky legs – falling over once or twice in the process.

I was actually a wolf! This was met I had shifted:

My muscles protest with every movement that I make however I choose to ignore it… Ashton stands fully above me, gaining my attention as I cock my head up at him. “Take your time,” he says sullly, as I all let nod – unable to speak.

A soft glow of happiness blooms within me. For the first time in my life, I feel a deep connection to myself, to my wolf, to this new part of me that I’ve always longed for. The pain may have been excruciating, sit in this moment, it feels like a small price to pay for the incredible journey I’ve just embarked upon.

As the minutes pass, my breathing steadies, and the ache subsides into a dull throb. “You should see yourself,” Ashton smiles down at me, before gesturing me over to the full length mirror in the corner.

I take slow steps, using all fours, looking like Bambi on ice…

Soon though, my reflection greets me, and I’m taken aback by the sight before me. My once human body has transformed into that of a majestic creature. My fur is a pure and pristine white, gleaming under the daylight shining in through the window…

My eyes though, are what got me the most. They where mine… I recognised them instantly… providing proot that I had in fact did this… It was me inside this beautiful creature!

Ashton stands beside me, his gaze filled with wonder. “You’re stunning, Rose,” he breathes, his fingers brushing gently over the fur on my head, causing

me to lean into his soft touch.

I shift my focus back to my wolf form, examining every detail It’s surreal to see myself like this, to finally come face to face with the essence of who I am. I let out a soft sigh of amazement, a mixture of emotions swirling within me as 1 sit back,

And then, as if in response to my thoughts, I feel a presence within my mind. A soft, soothing voice that resonates from within, like a distant echo growing stronger.

Rose…7

Rose….. can you hear me?”

I still, my gaze flickering back to Ashton in surprise as he ruises a brow in question. Oh how I wish i could just talk to him in my wolf form!

“Are you trying to talk to me?” Ashtons voice comes out, as though he had read my mind, which causes me to nod frantically at him.

least soon… now that you have a woll! You must close your eyes and focus on sending me a message… I’ll let you know if I hear it.”

ow for my eyes to fall over.

I try pry upmost hardest, forcing myself to concentrate as I envision Ashton hearing my voice in his head.

He remain silent, which tells me he can’t hear anything, as 1 hull out frustratedly hearing him chuckle at the sound,

“Maybe I should shift? If our wolves mert, it might move things along faster? Hex dying to meet yusi in this form too, won’t stop pestering me about. stufting!” Ashton grumbles, as I nod for the sixtieth time to let him know that I agree with his idea.

It would be nice to actually see Ashtons wolf too, in meet him properly. It was only fair.

I watch as Ashton takes a deep breath, his gaze steady on me. The air in the room seems to shift as his transformation begins, the atmosphere charged with a sense of anticipation. It’s both awe–inspiring and slightly surreal to witness his change from human to wolf… seeming to come more natural to him as opposed to how my first shift had gone.

Ashton’s form ripples and contorts quickly, his body converting as his muscles reshape themselves. It’s a mesmerizing transformation, each movement deliberate and controlled. Soon, landing proudly on all fours before me, is the magnificent creature that is Ashton’s wolf – his für as dark as charcoal and his height triple the size of mine.

His fur is a striking shade, a stark contrast to my own snowy white coat. His eyes, glow even more green in this form as opposed to his human form, holding a mixture of intensity and longing. He’s the embodiment of strength and power, a true Alpha in his wolf form if I’ve ever seen one!

I take a slow step forward, my paws padding softly on the room floor as he eyes me steadily.

Ashton’s wolf takes a cautious step forward too, his movements bold and deliberate. I can sense his excitement, his eagerness to finally meet my wolf, yet her voice still remains distant in the back of my mind…

It’s as if the bond between our wolves is driving them to be united, a force beyond our control, and I just hope that soon – her personality will be brought forth too.

I lower my head in a gesture of respect, my eyes never leaving Ashton’s woll A soft growl rumbles from his throat, showing his approval of my action towards him. It’s an unspoken invitation to connect further, to bridge the gap between our two beings….

As I raise my head back up, our eyes meet again, and in that instant, something shifts within me. I felt at peace…

1 yelp next, feeling Ashtons thick long tongue slide up my face, as my wolf shakes her head to rid us of the saliva.

Rose? Can you hear me yet?

I still, the second that Ashtons strong voice crashes in to my mind. How did 1 hear him so clearly? As though he was speaking aloud in his human form!

Ashton?!” I chime, directing the word to him as much as I possibly can…

He flashes me a toothy grin, his tail swishing once in accomplishment. You can mind–link! I was hoping that would happen! He speaks again, as 1 stamp my front paws in growing excitement..

‘Aurora‘ I hear a name next, in the same female voice from before, a voice which I believe belongs to my wolf as she try’s to reach me fully…

Aurora? Can you come forward? I’ve been dying to meet you! I think on it, trying to see if I could somehow direct my thoughts to her now.

Rose? That is what they call you now isn’t it?’ I hear her gentle tone once again, louder this time, as my heart rate begins to pick up…..

It’s her… she’s finally here! Aurora! My wolf!

Yes! You don’t know how happy I am to have you! It’s nice to meet you Aurora! This is all I have ever wanted! I speak back to her, as Ashton moves closer – rubbing his large wolf head up my side – begging for attention,

He will have to wait… this was far too exciting!

I’m really sorry that it took this long for us to meet! I did always try my hardest to push through the barrier, but your body wouldn’t allow it… you serent exactly……. Auroras kind tone trails off, as I sigh.

a as our mate n now! He’s pretty decent too! I chat hack, before feeling Ashtons nudging

I wasn’t strong enough… but I am now! We have an Alpha as become harder.

Hes getting restless clearly…

Do you mind, if I meet his wolf? Aurora asks shyly, as I shake my head – loving the idea.

Go for it! I’m sure he would love that toot How do I bring you forward though? I realise that I don’t quite know what I’m doing.

Think of it like changing seats… you can switch back whenever you like Rose! Aurora infuris me, as I close my eyes again and do just that.

I feel myself being pulled back slightly before I open my eyes seeming to have successfully done it. I didn’t feel in charge anymore, however I was still here. I could hear and see everything, however Autora was in control of my movements.

“Zen?” I hear Auroras thoughts, as she urges forward Ashtons wolf, moving to how face the large beast as he sits beside us like a puppy dog now.

Tve been longing for you to get here… my new mate. I hear Ashtons wolf, who I’m guessing is called Zen, reply – meaning Ashton must have let him come forward too.

Our wolves fur brushes against each other, and the sensation sends a jolt of electricity through me, a tangible confirmation of our fast growing connection.

Ashton’s wolf lowers his head, his nose brushing against mine in a gesture of adoration. I can feel his strength, and the desire to protect and care for us through the band. It’s a feeling that mirrors my own, a shared understanding that goes beyond the realm of human comprehension…

This moment… was magical… if only I could just freeze time!

Chapter Comments

CoconutPrice

This was so descriptive and so well written!