Lie To Me

Chapter 32: 32

"Don't run, please. I beg you." He pleads.

But I ignored it. I just walked straight away.

"Fuck, Jianna! Listen to me, I just want to apologize." He said, he’s voice was closer, maybe it had

gone down to the rock.

I turned to look at him. He is already down.

"For what, huh? Will anything change? Will it erase everything you’ve done, all the pain I've

experienced?" I spat. This belongs to NôvelDrama.Org.

He shook his head.

"No. I know not bu-."

"So, why do I have to listen to you?" I cut him off.

"I want to be at ease, my guilt is eating me!" He shouted.

Is that the reason for it? Then, I don’t need it.

"No. You don't deserve that. It's only right that you be miserable like you did me." I said. "I don’t care

even if you die out of guilt."

I walked out. But it still chased me. He grabbed me by the waist and put me on his shoulder like a sack

of rice.

"Put me down, Russel!" I shouted, trying to punch him in the back. But it didn't budge and just walked

straight. He carried me behind the rocks.

"Fuck you! You're a fucking asshole!" I cursed.

I prayed to leave but he blocked the way. I got even angrier.

"Jianna, listen to me. I won't ask you to come back to me or love me again. Just listen to me, please. I

feel so sorry for you, listen to me." He pleaded.

I got even angrier.

"When I begged you, did you listen?" I asked.

Tears roll down my cheeks.

Here we are again.

"I'm so tired of crying, Russel. I want to be bad, but why is that? You're always taking that away from

me?" I added.

He said sorry, but I cried even more.

Is that all he knows to say? Sorry? What for?

I broke down and fell on the sands. I'm just sitting on the stress. I'm very tired.

"Just hear me out, please. After that ... then I won't bother you anymore." He said.

I looked at him. "I'm so tired of you, Russel." I said.

Pain showed in his eyes but didn't speak about it. He sighed deeply.

"I'm really sorry." He said. "I apologize for everything I’ve done to you. I know I've hurt you so much.

And I know that nothing I say won't diminish that. But I still want to say, I still want you to know so I can

move on and let you go."

It hurts.

"I was too confident. I became very confident because I know you love me so much. That even if I

make a mistake, I know you can forgive me too. I’m so pull of myself; I know."

"But, Jia. It also hurts me to see you cry because I hurt you again. I love you so much ..." He said.

I laughed.

Love? Fuck, is that how he loves?

"I know you won't believe it. But I really love you. I love you so much."