I’m Not Just A Human

Kendra’s POV

I have been in control for a week now and I am starting to worry. I keep trying to push Sophia forward so that she can retake control but she either fights and screams or she just collapsed and cries. She is in so much pain that even I am starting to became weak. Right now she is just sitting in the dark part of my head, almost as if she is trying to fade away with the darkness. I knew she was sad, but this is different.

“Sophia , how are you feeling?” I try to reach her through our bond , but she just blocks me out.

“Please don’t shut me out. I want to help you!” I plead with her , but I get nothing. She doesn’t respond and I sigh. I lowly get out of bed and I feel how weak our human body is starting to become. It isn’t healthy for the wolf to be in control of the humans body for this long. I move to the closet and grab one of the twins hoodies that Sophia had. I put my hair up in a high ponytail and walk down stairs. I see Layla, Jenny and Sam sitting in the living room. I walk to them and plop down next to Layla. I cuddle with her and she rubs soothing circles on my arm.

“How Sophia?” Sam asks with sympathy.

“I think she’s getting worse. She doesn’t respond at all anymore and I don’t know how to help her.” I say truthfully.

“Maybe we should take to bilbo?” Jenny suggested.

“I meen, she loves that boy with her entire heart , so maybe if she sees how much he misses her , she would come back?” Jenny continues.

“We could try that.” I really just what her back.

“All we need then is to find Noah and …

“Find me for what?” Noah says while cutting of sam. Noah spot me and walks towards me. I stretch out my arms and he sit on my lap. I care so much for this damn boy- I though to myself

“Bilbo do you mind helping us with something?” I ask him.

“With what should I help?” He asks.

“Well see , I am not really supposed to be in control of sophia’s body for this long and she doesn’t wanna take control again, so I was hoping you could speak to her and ask her to be in control again?” I say with a smile.

“Nope” is all he says while popping the p

“No? But why, don’t you miss Sophia?” I asked shocked at his reaction.

” I miss her a lot, I love fify so much and I want to talk to her all the time, but she is sad. She has always been the one to take the punch. When we were with Henry, she would be the one that always got hurt. Then when she took care of me, she worked her butt of and stayed here eventhough everyone was mean to her and then she came her and then the big twin boys made her sad and hurt her all the time, but she did everything for me. But now I am safe. I play games with Sam and Layla always bakes me the most yummiest stuff and Jenny  helps me with school. Fify always had to do that with me and more and now she doesn’t. She is very tired and has always pushed her feeling away , so that she could focus on me, but now all her emotions are catching up to her. So I wont help you, because she need time. She will come back when she is ready.” Layla , Jenny , Sam and I just stare at the small boy in my lap. Sofia always said he was grown up for his age, but this was just so – wow.

He truly is a little smart ass! I lean down and kiss his forehead.

“You are right bilbo.” I say . I was true hate bibi said she has gone through he and back and never had the time to mourn for any of her losses and her pain. Now she did.

“I understand now, take your time. Just know that your not alone. You are so amazing and wonderful. You are a pure soul and you have a heart of gold. Just remember that you are not alone anymore, you have me and I will not leave you, we are one. We are Queens. ” I say to Sophia through the link and she for the first time in a week, gives me a small smile.

After Noah’s shocking speech we decided to rather just enjoy our time, so all of us went outside and played some soccer. It was starting to become summer again which was great. After Noah , Jenny and I kicked sam and Layla butts , we went in and had a friends marathon. As we all laughed together I could feel Sofia becoming a bit less sad , which gave me a light bulb idea. She is remembering all her bad times , which means she idles forgetting all the good things in live, all I need to do is remind her.

And I know the perfect way.

I walk towards the twins office and block out Sofia. I don’t what her to hear of my plan and I know she won’t see, because she is still to sad to care about anything , so she will just stay in her ball. I reach the boys office door and I just enter.

“Knock nex….” William began to say, but stopped when he saw me entering. His eyes shoot up to mine and his eyes fills whit disappointment. I know he hoped that Sophia would be back in control. Grayson stood up from behind his desk and walk toward me.

“Is everything fine, is Sophia okay?” He ask with fear in his voice.Belonging © NôvelDram/a.Org.

“No. No, she is not fine. She is sad and is only focusing on the bad things. I need you to remind or proof to her that good things can still happen. She needs to see how happy she could be. She needs a reason to take control again. Don’t ask me how you guys are going to do that, but since you are somewhat of the reason that she is sad you can fix it. ” I state and turn on my heels before leaving.

It is up to them now!