chapter 117
chapter 117
TONYA'S POV
It has been crazy since my father and Dominic have left. People from all different packs have come.
They want to help save Sabrina and get revenge for everything that the devil's pack has done to them.
So many loved one's lost so viciously for no reason at all. I want to tell them that we can do this, but I
am scared that maybe we can't.
Damien has been so supportive of everything welcoming new members and also assisting in training Content protected by Nôv/el(D)rama.Org.
them. Most of them are warriors, so training is almost like exercise to keep everyone active. There are
so many kinds of wolves I never knew of. I hate how much was hidden from me growing up. I should
have been trained all my life instead it was tucked away from me. It makes me so angry how much my
parents withheld from me. It's like being welcomed into a life that was always supposed to be mine but
was hidden. My parents never had me question how they felt about me, but now I wonder if any of it
was real. The only thing that I know was real was the bond that Sabrina and I always had together.
Not having her here with me is causing me to struggle. I'm trying not to show weakness. But it's like a
piece of me is missing without her here with me. I still feel some guilt from the last time we have
spoken. I know that I didn't mean the things I said, and I know that she won't hold it against me. I just
wish that my last words to her were better.
I can't believe that we are getting closer to rescuing her. There are new people showing up everyday
joining us. I didn't even realize that there were so many wolves in existence. I lived such a shelter life,
not realizing there are so many of us. I'm so grateful to all those that are going to help us take down the
devil's pack.
I'm worried about my father and Dominic. Hoping that Dominic would be able to resist saving Sabrina if
there is a chance given to him. I don't want him to get himself-killed. I don't want Sabrina to have to
suffer the loss of her mate as well, especially after all that she has been through. I can't believe how
things have changed in just a couple of days.
Knowing that I need to stop daydreaming and get out of this bed, there is so much to do. As I go to get
out of my bed to get dressed, Damien grabs a hold of my waist, and he pulls me into him.
“Tonya, where do you think you're going to get back here and cuddle with me, I'm not ready to let you
go.”
“Damien, there is just so much to do we need not take any breaks until our mission is completed.”
“Tonya, you need to relax and have some fun.”
“Damien, I will relax when Sabrina is back safely and the devils pack in non-existing.”
I get out of his grip and go get dressed. I know that he is frustrated with me, but I don't care. I walk out
of the bedroom. The smell of bacon catches my nose. I see that there are others she wolves already
preparing breakfast.
“Good morning ladies is there anything I can help you with.” I'm not good at remembering names, but I
just smile and offer to help.
“Sure, if you want to you help prepare the plates and serve them out as we finish up cooking.”
“Yes, I can do that.” I was never that much of a cook, but never really got the chance to learn.
As I am serving out the last couple of plates. I notice that everyone stands. I'm not sure what is going
on. I try to look but see nothing. I continue to pass out plates of food. Then I see everyone go to kneel
down. As I stand, that is when I see her tears fill my eyes. I want to run to her. But I can't, I can feel her
power and I can't move its like I'm forced to kneel as well. Then I realize that it's not my father who is in
control any longer that Sabrina is the Queen Alpha, and she is our leader.
I watch her as she looks over the crowd. I can see the pain and the weakness in her eyes. I know that
she is trying to be strong for everyone. But she is torn down and tired. I am in shock that she is here in
front of me wondering how this came about it, I'm happy that she is free but terrified of the trauma that
she had to go through. Wondering what is coming our way due to her escape.
I run up to her, I see the damage that has already been done hoping that we can get through this. I put
my arms around her, I can feel her body is frail and weak as she trembles in my arms. I have missed
her. I don't want to let go. I can tell that she is exhausted and needs to rebuild some of her strength to
get some much needed rest. She goes straight to her room and shuts the door. I thought our reunion
would be so much different.
She has been home for 5 minutes, and she is already trying to get away from me. I am scared that
maybe she's angry with me, but I try not to show my concern. I don't want to make this about me. I
can't believe she is pregnant. Now I know how she survived all the horror. The will to protect her baby
is what kept her going.
I want to go into her room, but I stop myself wanting to give her space but needing to know that she is
ok. I walk up to Dominic “can you please go in with her, I need to know that she is okay and if you're
with her, I will be at ease please Dominic.”
“Tonya she will be okay you don't need to worry about her, she is just tired, but I am going to go in and
talk to her.”
I stand outside the door pacing back and forth wondering how she is doing. I can't take it any longer. I
go in to check on her. I see Dominic and her lying on the bed, wrapped into Dominic's arm then I
realize she is taking care of for now. I quietly shut their door and go to find Damien.