First Love

CASSIE’S POVContent bel0ngs to Nôvel(D)r/a/ma.Org.

“Max?” I smiled, as he stepped inside my house.

My babe is here.

I know he wants sex from me but I am happy that atleast he wants me. I don’t care about the reason.

I love him and that’s what matters the most. My love for him is as pure as God. I’ve loved him since forever and now when he wants me for my body, I’ll do every little thing to make him fall for my heart. I want him to know that how beautiful I am from both inside and out. He may have been attracted to me for my external beauty but one day I know that I am gonna make him believe that my heart is pure and full of love. I only belong to him and he belongs to me.

Yesterday I’ve seen him on the TV where he had pulled a woman into his arms. At first my heart broke into million pieces but then I saw the face of that woman. She was ugly in her own way. She was nothing compared to me after all I am the Cassie Fox. People would die to have one single photograph with me but as I said my heart belongs to my Max only.

“Uh… I need to talk about something.” He wishpered.

Licking my lips, I unzipped my dress and stood Infront of him in only my undergarments. He looked at me for seconds, his gaze running down my body. I saw his eyes getting darker and that’s what I know very well about him. He may not agree but he has been obsessed with my body. He couldn’t ignore his desire to have sex with me.

“I…” He trailed off.

I went closer to him and stood mere inches apart. His uneven breath fanned over my face as I brought my lips closer to him. Encircling my arms around his neck, I pecked his lips lightly and felt him getting hard on.

I smirked mentally. See, that’s what I was talking about. He couldn’t ignore my body no matter what.

“I… wanted to talk-” But before he could complete his sentence, I started kissing him passionately.

The delicious taste of his lips came to my taste buds and everything turned hot around me.

He was resistant at first. I don’t know what was stopping him and about what he wanted to talk. He was acting weird though!

It took him some time but after seconds of not doing anything, he grabbed me by my waist and wishpered. “Fuck everything.” And with that he kissed me.

Next, we had sex. The most beautiful thing about sex is that it’s with him. I couldn’t imagine anyone else at his place. It would be disgusting to think of someone else because Max is my every reason to live. I couldn’t imagine my life without him.

We laid down being tired, drenched in sweat but everything felt good and mesmerising.

He exhaled a breath and for the first time he shifted his attention to me ever since we had sex. I rested my head on his chest and listened to his rythmic beating of heart. It gave me peace.

“I want to tell you something.” He said.

I was surprised that he was talking casually to me otherwise he never talks to me.

“I am getting married.”

Eh?

“Come again.”

“I am getting married.”

I raised my head to look up at him and my heart skipped a beat. Suddenly everything turned black around me as if someone had passed a knife through my heart. The pain was undeniably strong. Tears started streaming down my face despite knowing that my mascara would came down too.

He looked at me helplessly but didn’t say anything.

He’s getting married?

My Max is getting married?

“Don’t you know that I love you?” I screamed being unable to say anything else.

He rolled his eyes but cleared my tears and just one action of him, my broken heart found a reason to breath again.

He did something which I never expected. He wiped my tears that was the big thing for me. It means he cares for me.

Then why he’s getting married to someone else other than me?

What if his parents are forcing him to marry? It could be possible, isn’t it?

“Why are you getting married?” I asked in-between my tears.

He ran fingers through his hair and shrugged his shoulders. “Just because I want to, I guess?”

His words sounded as if he was confused. What’s wrong with him? Here I love him with whole of my heart and he’s chose to ignore me instead and marry someone else?

Which woman would be able to love him more than I do? No one. No one could ever love him as much as I do.

“Who is she?” I asked.

He looked at me then a small blush crept on his face. “Erica.”

I frowned. And now he’s blushing for some other woman.

Wait a second. What did he say?

Erica? The woman whom he hugged in the middle of the road. That ugly creature?

Seriously?

“Do you love her?” I asked.

He shook his head in denial and that’s when a breath of relief washed down my throat.

I wiped away my tears and thought of asking him something which will make me look like a slut but I don’t have any other option. “After your marriage, would you have sex with me or not?”

He opened his mouth to say something but nothing came out. He stared at the blank space before he shook his head. “No.”

You bet, Max?

You couldn’t resist me. Marry or not, you won’t be able to control your temptation when it comes to me.

“Are you sure?” I asked him, moaning and touched him in the south.

His eyes again started getting darker just like before and I knew that I have a key to control him. His sexual desires are huge and it’s only me who can fullfil it.

I gave him my virginity, my heart, my soul, my reason to live. I’ll not let him go that easily. He will be mine no matter what. I’ll do something to make him mine forever.

Go ahead Max and marry that ugly creature. Rica-Erica whatever her name is. But I promise you that you’ll come back to me.

“Say yes. Say that you’ll have sex with me even after your marriage.”

He moaned when I kissed him on his chest and amidst all this, he pulled me under him and grab me by my neck. “You’re such a slut, aren’t you?”

I faked a smile even though from inside my heart hurts to hear him say like this. I am not slut, Max. You’re assuming me to be the one. I love you, Max and that’s the only truth I know.

“Say yes.” I said.

He dipped down to place open mouthed kisses on my neck and whispered. “Yes, I will.”

And that’s all I needed to make him mine.