Dane’s Irresistible Desire

I stared at Wallace who was peacefully sleeping next to me. It’s past nine in the evening and I still haven’t come home. It was obvious from his appearance that he was very tired. I was also very tired because we reached heaven several times. But maybe he just fell asleep quickly because he was drunk.

After one position we did that was followed twice more. No wonder so many women are crazy about him. I don’t know if he’s sleeping with anyone else right now aside from me. They are no different from Dylan who has a woman almost every day and who else.

It hurts me to think but what right do I have? What matters to me is that he is with me. I am also one of the happiest girls and not only is my body happy but also my heart. Because my dream finally came true.

I sighed and then lay down and looked at the ceiling. I knew that the day would come when I would lose him. He will get tired of my body and find others. It’s only now that it hurts me to think that. But, I know for sure that this memory will also be a happy memory that I will return to. Because it was the happiest event that ever happened in my life.

I have never been happy like this before. All the fun I had back then wasn’t really fun because it was all just my parents ‘wish for me. But this — this happening now is my wish so this is the real happiness for me.

I just wish that as long as we are happy, others will not find out. Hopefully, they’ll find out later when we’re ended.

“Diana?” I looked at Wallace who was awake. “What’s wrong?”

“Huh? Nothing.” But he looks at me as if unconvinced.

“Are you sure?”Property belongs to Nôvel(D)r/ama.Org.

“Yeah, just thinking —- Wallace!” I froze when he suddenly pulled me closer to him.

“Don’t think anyone or anything if you’re with me. Just think of me only.”

“The possessive.” I laughed saying. But instead of answering he just kissed me on the neck. “W-Wallace, stop. Aren’t you running out yet?”

“I will never run out, Diana, if it’s you. You’re my fucking irresistible desire, Diana.” If you only knew Wallace how I feel about you. There is no difference in what you say is an irrestistible desire. Because even then I not only loved you but also longed for you.

“Wallace.”

“Fuck, Diana, why can’t I hold back when you’re there.” The way he calls my name. I feel muscle tingling. “Diana.” I was even more puzzled by what Wallace was doing. And even though I was tired I just found myself again resisting his stab. Not only that, when he finished I was the one who dominated him.

I FOUND the bed when I noticed that Wallace was gone. I looked at the time and I was surprised. It’s ten o’clock in the morning. I took the cellphone out of the bag and saw so many missed calls from Phoenix.

“Shit,” I hissed and called him.

[“Hey, where are you?”]

“Ah, Phoenix, I might not be able to come in. I just woke up and my body hurt.”

[“Are you ok?”]

“Yeah, I’m ok, I just need a rest.”

[“Ok, if you need something just let us know. Do you want us to pay a visit to you?”]

“No, I’m ok.”

[“Ok, be careful and get well.”] And I ended the call. When I landed on the cellphone, Wallace entered just in time.

“You are awake. I cook breakfast for you.”

“You didn’t even wake me up, I couldn’t go in the office.”

“I know you’re tired. And besides, I know you can find an excuse.” He set the tray down on the bed and kissed me on the lips down to the neck. “Breakfast in bed, Diana.”

“Wallace.”

“Fuck, Diana, what’s wrong with me?”

“I don’t know about you,” I replied. “Give me your food and I will eat it.

“Can I eat you while you’re eating?”

“Stop it, Wallace.”

“I’m teasing you. Go ahead and eat. ”

“Where are you going? Won’t you eat? ”

“I already drink coffee. I am just taking a shower and Dylan and I will have a walk later.” I just nodded and then ate.

I can’t fucking explain my fucking feeling right now. I feel so happy. I used to only dream of waking up in bed and being prepared by the man I love. And it’s not just who I dreamed of doing then. Because Wallace is the one I dreamed of. And now that dream of mine has come true.

I enjoyed eating what Wallace had prepared. I don’t know if his cooking is really good or just because I just know that he is the one who cooked so I can feel the deliciousness of what he prepared.

I smile while eating. The smile on my lips could not be erased. I feel like a teenager who is thrilled because of the crush. It was like I was back to being fifteen years old. The feeling that Wallace and I first met and smiled. That’s exactly how I feel now.

I still remember the first time I met him. Dylan introduced them to Dave and me. I found out that Wallace went to high school late because he really didn’t want to study. Since then Dylan has always invited them to the house.

I remember the first time I held his hand. I felt electricity flow into my hand and the strength of my nervousness. From then on I knew that on my own I would crush him. They were often at home then. Suddenly Dylan stopped sending them and Dylan told Cluster or Wallace’s house that they were hanging out.

But even though I don’t see him often I still like him. It goes even deeper. Sometimes I simply go to their classroom and pretend that I need something from Dylan. At first, he talked to me but eventually stopped. He was also a bit rude.

If at first he talked to me and he smiled at me when I went to the classroom that suddenly changed and even look at me he doesn’t do it anymore. Not unless absolutely necessary. Since then, I just found out that he has had women as well but no one is serious.

When I first found out, I felt like I was a girlfriend who had been cheated on by her boyfriend. But, somehow in my heart, there is the hope that hopefully one day he will be mine. And here it is. It happens that even without a label but we are free to do what the couple can do. In all the dreams I want. This is what I would call a real win.

“What are you thinking?” I was surprised when Wallace suddenly hugged me.

“Hey, you just finished taking a bath.”

“So?”

“I’m still smelly.”

“Even if you don’t take a bath for a week, Diana, you’re still the most fragrant to me.”

“I’m flatter.” I slapped him lightly on the arm because of what he said. “I’m done eating. Can I take a shower?”

“Yeah.”

“Thanks, I’ll just wash it and I’ll take a shower.”

“No need, I can wash that later. Come on, let’s go.”

“Huh to where?”

“Shower. I’ll give you a bath.”

“Wallace,” I scolded but he just smiled at me. “Wallace!” I screamed as he lifted me up and carried me to the shower. We took a bath together but before that he claimed me again under the rushing water where we also reached heaven several times.