She Helps Out:>Ep 27
Tim is flabbergasted! Paul must have been rubbing Sharon’s ass cheeks while he was getting Rhonda off right next to them. What a mess! His mind is reeling with what he’s just heard. Sharon is undoubtedly still lusting after her brother’s affection and the way Sharon described his ass rubbing, Paul apparently feels the same way. No small part of this is how Tim and Rhonda’s relationship fits into Paul and Sharon’s incestuous fantasies.
“I won’t contest a divorce,” Sharon says, taking Tim’s silence as a condemnation of her actions, “but I don’t want to hurt Paul and Rhonda.” She pushes back from him and starts to stand up.
“Wait a minute,” Tim grabs her and pulls her back down next to him. “I said we’d get through this together, didn’t I?”
“But… that was before…”
“No buts! I knew about the incest before I said that. I knew about it before we made love a few minutes ago. Honey, the last thing I want is a divorce.” He lies down, pulling her down next to him and kisses her tenderly.
“Oh Tim, I really don’t deserve you.” Sharon cries as she clings to her husband. They lie in the sand, holding each other as the waves crash along the beach. Tim is the one to break the silence.
“Based on your dreams and what happened yesterday, I’d say you still have sexual feelings towards your brother.” Sharon starts to protest but knows it wouldn’t be honest so she just nods her head again.
“It’s okay,” Tim reassures her. “With what happened between you two, I think it’s only natural.”
“You do?” Sharon asks incredulously.
“Yes, everyone remembers their first love and especially their first time. Yours just happened to be with your brother.” Tim says with more confidence than he feels.
“You make it sound almost normal.” Sharon whispers, snuggling closer to her husband.
“Maybe not normal, but certainly not unheard of. I’m sure you’re not the only brother and sister who…” Tim leaves the sentence hanging as he tries to think of what to say next. He’s surprised to find himself wondering what it would be like if all four of them knew about each other’s feelings. Would they willingly share their spouses? Would Paul be okay with Tim fucking Rhonda as long as he gets to fuck Sharon?
“It’s still incest! It’s still a sin, no matter how frequently people do it,” Sharon stammers. “I can’t believe you’re trying to justify it.” Tim silently laughs at his fantasy being shattered. There is no way Paul or Sharon would ever agree to live like that. Their upbringing would never allow it. Hell, he doesn’t even know if Rhonda would agree to something like that.
“Okay, it’s wrong.” Tim replies, “but so is how we’ve spent the first year of our marriage. I don’t believe you have to atone for the rest of your life for one mistake. Paul was wrong about the penance and he was wrong about the vow you took.” Tim’s mind is starting to question Paul’s motives. Was it really penance or did he not want his sister enjoying sex with anyone else? But then why would he adhere to it with Rhonda? Because the only woman he really wants is unattainable? God, what a mess!
“It wasn’t some little mistake, Tim,” Sharon says quietly. “Shouldn’t there be some consequences to what we did? We can’t just say oops and then forget about it.”
“Apparently not,” Tim answers. “Neither of you has forgotten about it. You still dream about it and from what Paul said to you this morning, so does he.”
“What do you mean?” Sharon asks, surprised at how anxious she is to hear about her brother’s feelings even after all that’s happened.
“When he said fucking Rhonda was never like it was with you.” Tim says, the words coming out more harsh than he intended.
“Oh.” Sharon says, her mind wandering to her brother and the confused relationship they’ve had. She watches Tim stare out into the ocean wondering if he’s looking for answers or just trying to clear his mind of all the disgusting things he’s just heard.
“I think you and Paul have unfinished business,” Tim finally says. “Neither of you will be able to give your all to a healthy relationship until you’ve resolved the sexual tension between you.”
“How do you suggest we do that?” Sharon asks, conflicted about what her husband is implying.
“How do you think?” Tim asks, kissing his wife’s forehead for reassurance of his love.All content © N/.ôvel/Dr/ama.Org.
“You’ve got to be kidding!” Sharon sits up and gapes disbelievingly at her husband.
“As a matter of fact, I’m not,” Tim says quietly. “Think about it, Sharon. You lost your virginity to your brother, you still dream about having sex with him and you get aroused at his touch. Doesn’t that sound like some unfinished business?” Sharon stares into her husband’s eyes, searching his soul for some level of insincerity but finds none. He actually wants her to have sex with her brother.
“Why?” she asks him quietly, “Why are you saying this? Do you want me to have sex with Paul?
Do you think it will somehow improve our love life? I think we’ve made a lot of progress in the past month, don’t you think this could ruin it? This is unbelievable,” Sharon says, shaking her head.
“You two are the ones who are dreaming about each other and have spent the last year abstaining from sexual enjoyment with your spouses,” Tim answers. “I think you may have created a mythical sexual experience that only exists in your memory.”
“What if it isn’t mythical?” Sharon whispers. “And what about Rhonda? There is no way I can do this to her.” Tim weighs the merits of telling Sharon about his relationship with Rhonda and decides this isn’t the time.
“What’s the alternative?” Tim asks. “You and Paul continue to dream and keep believing in a mythical sexual experience that is detrimental to both your marriages. I honestly think you’d be helping Rhonda and Paul’s marriage in the long run.”
“Jesus, Tim,” Sharon says exasperatedly, “You honestly think that adding the sin of adultery to our existing sin of incest is going to help their marriage? What have you been smoking?” Tim laughs and squeezes Sharon’s shoulder, pulling her down against him, before he answers.
“Fine,” he says. “Like I asked before, what’s the alternative?”
“I don’t know,” Sharon whispers. “I just don’t know, Tim,” he feels her tears against his chest as he kisses the top of her head.
“We don’t have to solve this right now,” he says. “This has been a lot to absorb. Let’s let it simmer for a while and see how it looks later, okay?”
Sharon nods, wiping the back of her hand across her eyes.
“No matter what, remember how much I love you,” Tim says.
“I could never doubt that,” Sharon answers, hugging him tightly. “I can’t imagine any other husband being so… understanding or… open-minded? What you’ve suggested… I love you so much, Tim!”
“I love you, too, babe.” They lie quietly on the sand, each lost in their own thoughts.
Although Tim sincerely wants to help Sharon, he also has the ulterior motive of making his affair with Rhonda seem inconsequential in comparison. It’s nowhere near what Sharon and Paul would be doing. If he’s honest with himself, in some small part of his brain he also finds the idea of his wife fucking her brother very arousing. He smiles as he contemplates how to help Sharon make her dream a reality.