Chapter 23: Kiss me
Chapter 23: Kiss me
It was everything I wished for my little angel and yet I couldn't take the risk of him finding out about her.
I would've given anything to have my daughter meet her father, but the man standing in front of me wanting nothing but revenge from me wasn't the one I wanted my daughter to know as her father.
I had hoped he would give me a benefit of doubt and I had asked him if he would believe me if I told him what happened and he had denied, leaving me no choice but to keep my secrets to myself.
I had done everything for my little angel, to keep her safe and with me, and now I would not risk her to her father.
It was a twisted game of fate.
To save her, I had betrayed her father and now once again to keep her to myself I couldn't let the father and daughter meet each other.
If Kristian knew about Anna, he would take her away from me and it would be the revenge that would leave me broken.
4 "I can't live here."
I said again when he didn't say anything.
He took a step toward me, his grey eyes looked down at me as if he could read my secrets.
I blinked away and tried to walk past him.
Tried, because he didn't let me.
His hand came to the curve of my waist and I stopped.
I was still shaken from what had happened in his office.
I could still taste him, smell him and remember the feel of him in my mouth.
"I don't remember giving you a choice, little girl."
He said, his voice deep and low in my ear.
My pulse thrummed as his fingers moved around in small circles at my lower back.
I turned to him and looked up only to suck in a breath to realize how close we were.
I swallowed, searching for words and it took me a moment to remember what we were talking about.
"I can't.
This is not right."
I took a deep breath which was a mistake as his musky cologne and the scent of cinnamons filled my lungs.
"I— I can't leave my mother and we can't… she can't know about us.
About our arrangement.
It will break her heart."
1 "You don't have to leave your mother.
You both can live here.
This apartment is yours."
My eyes widened with the realization.
Until now I had thought that he had brought me to his apartment for some nefarious reasons but I was wrong.
"And you don't have to worry about me.
I won't come here, you'll come to me.
You'll pay for your sins in my bed."
I shivered at his last comment and swallowed my nerves as I asked, "Where do you live?"
He stared down at me for a long moment then took a step back.
Turning around, he said, "It doesn't matter for now, you'll know when I will take you there.
Right now, you just focus on bringing your mother here and settling down."
1 I walked to him, to look at his face as I asked, "Why are you doing this?"
This is not something a man who despised me and wanted nothing but revenge would do.
It felt like an act of kindness not something for vengeance.
As if he could read my mind, he gripped my chin and smirked.
"Don't mistake this for something else but for what it is."
"And what is it?"
"Nothing but to keep a close watch on my whôre.
To make sure that my property remains unharmed and useful to me which would be difficult if you kept living in that shithole."
I I searched his eyes but there was nothing except coldness.
I nodded.
"I will shift here this weekend.
How much would I have to pay for the rent?"
Even as I asked that, I was worried if seven thousand dollars would be enough as out of ten thousand that Kaden had landed me, I had already deposited the advance of two thousand and five hundred for the hotel room I had booked for a week.
I still have two thousand more to pay which I wouldn't have to pay now if we came to live here.
"You don't have to worry about the rent.
It's mine.
I bought it for you."
"Oh…"
"I can give you a day off for you to shift here with your mother.
Almost everything is here, if you need anything you can call Jenkins, his number is in kitchen drawers he will make sure that your demands will be fulfilled."
"Okay."
"Now let's talk about what I want."
"What do you want?"
He sat down on the bed and pulled me between his legs.
If someone looked at us from far away we would look like a couple having an intimate conversation.
"Now that all your needs would be taken care of, and you won't need money for anything so our deal for you to do things for me in exchange of money is null and void."
I nodded.
I had already started hating it when he gave me money for the first time.
It made me feel more like a prostitute than his words.
I knew his words were only the response of his anger for what I did in the past but when he called me his whôre in anger with hatred in his eyes, I hated it.
"So now, everything you do is for me.
To please me."
I licked my lips and his eyes followed the movement of my tongue.
He said, "Say it."
"W-What?"
I asked, my nerves getting the better of me.
"That you will do everything I ask of you to please me.
That you will obey my every demand and will please me anyway I want."
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His eyes narrowed and I stopped myself from squirming under his regard.
He said, "We will discuss that when it comes to it.
For now, in exchange for everything I am doing for you, you'd obey me."
He gripped my chin and ordered, "Now, say it."
I met his dark grey eyes and said, "I want to please you.
I will obey you and do anything to please you."
It was better this way.
I would have a place to live.
A nice and safe place.
Anna would love it here.
And I wouldn't have to worry about her being alone in this apartment, I could leave her at day care or hire a babysitter for her.
And my mother would be healthy once again after her treatment.
"Good."
He murmured.
His hand, sliding to the curve of my ass and he demanded, "Kiss me."
For a moment I just looked at him in surprise and then he asked, "Are you already disobeying me?"
I shook my head and then without wasting a second I pressed my lips to his, I sucked in a sharp breath at the feel of his lips.
My mind remembered our first kiss.
He had been my first in every way and now he was here- my second, and according to him he will be my last too.
A slight tremor went through my body as my tongue tentatively peeked out and licked his sost lips.
He parted his lips, allowing me entry and I was lost.
In his taste and the feel of the kiss.
I had missed this, him and everything My eyes stung from the tears but I opened them and met his gaze.
His hand tightened around my waist and he pulled me flush against his body.
Every hard muscle of his chest colliding with every soft part of me.
Then, his other hand came to my head, his fingers tangling in my hair and he took the command of the kiss.
His tongue swiped against mine, igniting me from within as he dominated the kiss.
Slanting his lips sideways, he sucked on my bottom lip and then on my tongue, only to repeat the process.
Every cell in my body came alive and stretched taut with how he was kissing me, more like ravaging me.
A soft moan escaped me as his fingers started to knead the soft flesh of my ass as at the same time he trailed down his lips and peppered soft bites on my throat.
"I can't wait to feel your tight pussy.
Tell me, little girl, is it still tight as I remember it?"
A shiver raced down my spine and heat flooded my veins.
He tipped my head back so he could look into my eyes and demanded, "Answer me."
, I sucked on my bottom lip which felt swollen and my voice came out husky as I replied, "There hasn't been anyone but you."
His hold tightened on my hair to the point of pain and his eyes darkened unnaturally.
He growled, "Let's hope for your sake that you are telling me the truth.
For once I want to believe you, don't disappoint me.
If I found out that you had lied, I swear you will hate ever meeting me."