Chapter 778 Everyone Must Be Well
Jessica was shocked, “Have you forgotten him completely? Why?”
Stella smiled. “I don’t remember.”
Jessica was shocked again and she looked at Stella quietly.
Stella also looked back at her quietly.
“If… I too want to forget him, how much would that cost?” Jessica asked hopefully.
“I don’t charge for it, but it’s not easy to use hypnosis to forget someone. The success rate is only five percent,” Stella explained.
“I want to try. I’m in too much pain now. I don’t want to remember him anymore. I want to start a new life,” Jessica said excitedly.
“You need to discuss it with your parents. You may come to me after you’ve come to a decision,” Stella said.
Jessica rushed out of the clinic immediately.
Stella picked up a glass and poured herself some water. She was distracted that day, and she was not in the mood to treat patients.
Then, she made another phone call to Micheal.
Micheal answered the phone. He was already awake, so he was in a very good mood. He asked, “Are you calling to ask about Jasper again?”
“Did he hurt me by getting together with another woman?” Stella asked.
“He is extremely cold and reserved. He doesn’t like to talk, and there are no women around him who could even get close to him. So, that hypothesis of yours is impossible. Stella, are you trying to recall your own memories now?” Micheal asked.
Stella’s heartbeat quickened. “I don’t know.”
“You should know that indecisiveness will only give you mental pressure, causing you to have insomnia, distress, and discomfort. As time goes on, your mind will gradually collapse. The longer you drag it on, the greater the pressure you will receive. You have to think it through. You know what you should do to restore your memories,” Micheal warned.
Stella knew that he was right. However, sometimes, even though one’s mind was clear, the actions they take wouldn’t necessarily be what they thought of.
“I understand. Thank you, Micheal,” Stella hung up the phone and went back early. Allen was not at home.
She went back to her room, lit a scented candle, and played some beautiful music before lying down on her bed. She then closed her eyes and quietly thought of the look on Jasper’s face just now. Her heart started to ache again, so she opened her eyes.
What on earth was it that made her heart hurt so much? She would always feel sad whenever she thought of him.
If she hadn’t been seriously hurt, she would never have hypnotized herself.
Even Jasper had also decided to hypnotize himself too.
From then on, they would not have any memories of each other, and they would live new lives.
However, why did her heart hurt so much? She was in so much pain that tears kept welling up in her eyes. No, she shouldn’t act like that, she shouldn’t.
Someone knocked on her door at that moment.
“Stella, are you back?” Allen’s voice came from outside.
Stella wiped her tears and said, “Yes, I’ve lit a scented candle. Don’t come in.”
She got up and went to the bathroom to wash her face. When she saw her red eyes in the mirror, she shut them tight for a while and waited for them to turn back to normal, only then did she open the door.
“I went out to buy some fruits. I could hear music coming from your room as soon as I came back. You’re home so early today,” Allen said with a smile.
“One of my patients had something to do today, so she left early, and I was able to come back earlier than usual. I’m heading out later to buy some flower seeds to plant. You should rest at home for a while. We’ll eat out for dinner tonight,” Stella said with a smile.
She was not the kind of person who liked to show sadness on her face.
“Alright,” Allen grabbed Stella’s waist and pulled her to him. He looked at her and said implicitly, “Stella, could we sleep together tonight?”
Stella’s body stiffened and she straightened her back.
She had not thought about this problem before, and panic flashed across her eyes.
She was an adult, and as Allen’s girlfriend, it would be normal for her to have sexual relations with him.
However, she didn’t want to, to the point that even just the thought of it would repel her.
“Allen,” Stella called out his name and looked up at him.
Allen pursed his lips and did not respond to her, but his eyes turned cold.
He could tell that she didn’t want it, but he wanted to push her. Their relationship would only be stable after they had done it with her consent.
“Aren’t we going too fast?” Stella said as she pulled her hand away.
“Why would it be? We’ve known each other for more than two years. I don’t think it’s too fast. In fact, I’ve been waiting for a long time. I want to have sex with you. Or do you plan to not have sex with me for the rest of your life? I have normal needs, especially towards the woman I love,” Allen said in a low voice.
“Allen, I’m sorry. I thought that we could live happily for the rest of our lives based on our personalities. But, I’m afraid that I couldn’t even do the most basic thing a girlfriend could do,” Stella apologized.
“Why is that? Is it because you don’t like me, or because you’re still holding on to hope for him?” Allen asked.
“I don’t want to,” Stella said. Every cell in her body resisted the idea of having that kind of relationship with him, “I don’t want to do something against my will. Us having sex may never even happen. That is why I’m not suitable for you.”
“If Jasper wanted to have sex with you, would you agree to it?” Allen asked.
“I don’t want to answer such a conjectured question,” Stella said.
Allen said with a smile, “You still haven’t forgotten him. You still have hope for him. You still love him. Stella, if you still love him, go find him. Don’t shortchange yourself by suppressing your feelings. Even if I get destroyed, I still want to burn brightly. I’m willing to just be your good friend.”
Stella’s eyes turned red. “Allen.”
Allen smiled. “I think that I could finally completely give up on you after this. You don’t want to have sex with me because there is another person in your heart, and that person is Jasper.”
“How much do you know about him and me?” Stella was confused.
She didn’t know whether what Allen said was true or false, but she was sure that she didn’t want to have sex with Allen, let alone anyone else.
She might be alone forever…
“I don’t know much. When I met you, you were already his wife. I pursued you at that time, but you only had him in your heart. Later, when he died, you still only had him in your heart. When I learned that you had hypnotized yourself, I thought that I might have a chance, but it seems that you still have him in your heart. Stella, stop torturing yourself, go and find him,” Allen said magnanimously with a smile.
“Thank you, Allen, for always thinking and looking out for me,” Stella thanked.
Allen shrugged, “I like you because of your unreasoning passion. If I wanted to blame someone, I could only blame myself for not meeting you sooner. If I still have another life, I will meet you again, and find you before Jasper does.”
“You shouldn’t neglect your current life too. There are a lot of good women in the world, and you will definitely find one for yourself,” Stella said sincerely.
“Yeah. I’ll be leaving tomorrow morning. I’ll try my best to find my happiness in the future. You and Jasper must live well. Please don’t let my efforts today be in vain,” Allen said.
“We must all live well,” Stella said.
Allen laughed. “Of course we will all be well. I’m sure that one day you’ll come to me after Jasper p*sses you off.”
“I won’t come to you. Don’t hold on to that hope, there is no such possibility,” Stella said resolutely, sincerely hoping that he could find happiness.Belonging to NôvelDrama.Org.
“Yeah,” Allen replied and took a deep breath. “It feels comfortable to be your friend again.”
Stella smiled gratefully. “Yeah.”