ALWAYS AND FOREVER

Kathy Pov

“Wow, it’s so beautiful,”

I said looking at the firework display, it was our last night in the Bahamas and I suddenly didn’t want this to end, but it was going to end because we have an early flight back to New York tomorrow, I had a great time here and lots of memories that I have stored away, and I am going to remember for a long long time and also, I found a new friend here, our time here is by far one of the best days of my life, excluding the part, I messed up yesterday, I wish I hadn’t done that but he said it okay, even though we didn’t get to go to Cat island again, I promised myself that if we celebrate one year together then I will bring us back here and make sure he does everything he wanted, but I am not really sure we will still be together by this time next year, maybe we would go our separate ways.

“Enough” I scolded myself allowing myself to get back to enjoying this moment, who cares what tomorrow brings when we have today, whatever the next day will bring, I will face it head-on.

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I said still watching the fireworks, they were lighting up the deal night and everything sparkled.

“Yeah, me too, the week went so fast, but you had fun right?”

“Of course I did,”

“Though I feel bad that you couldn’t go for that dive that you wanted,”

“It’s okay, that’s not on you, I had work to do,”

“But, I was the reason we couldn’t leave in the first place,”

“Yeah, but we would have still returned because Alex would still have called me and it would have been much more disappointing coming back after almost getting there, so it’s not your fault, I can get a dive somewhere else,”

He replied, why is he always right, he always has the right words to say, made me admire him and also feel bad for how I fbouvht he was insensitive and not worthy of me, I watched him work his ass off till way past midnight yesterday and he didn’t complain one bit, and when he got to bed, he had pulled me close and kissed me on the forehead, whatever I thought about him before was hella wrong, he wasn’t the monster I thought he was, he was better than anyway I have known, not that I know a lot if men but at least he beat Louis head on, in fact I shouldn’t even be comparing because they are completely different, now that I think about it I don’t know how I could have fallen for his deceit and his fake love, I must have been blind, I wasn’t in love with Cross neither was he in love with me but we had better than Louis and I ever had, I will admit the sex was good and I enjoyed every bit of it but thinking about the letter or note he left made me hate every bit of it.

“Are you sure? Or are you just trying to be a strong alpha male about it?”

I teased.

“I am every bit of an alpha male but if it really meant so much I would have gone for it this morning,”

“I doubt that though, you slept till three pm in the afternoon,”

“Let me have the final words will you? I can’t with all the ladies in my life always having an upper hand against me,”

He replied.

“Okay, now that you pleaded I will let you off,”

I said and turned to face him as he slipped his hands into mine, I smiled brightly.

“So? Wanna continue where we left off yesterday?”

He asked, changing the topic and I blushed at the memory of what happened yesterday morning, I tried to forget about it throughout yesterday and the whole of today but here he was reminding me of it again, he wants us to continue where we left off too.

“Hmm,”

“Are you thinking about it,”

“Yes, try and convince me,”

“That I can do,”

He replied and covered my lips with his, I was fast getting used to his intense kisses, he doesn’t kiss slowly no, his kisses always starts intense making my feet cross, I melted into the kissing letting myself enjoy every moment of it, I wanted more, I wanted to feel him over me, his hand doing the things he promised.

“Let’s go to our room,”

He whispered and I followed him without thinking twice, I wanted him as much as he wanted me and there was no holding back.

He backed me against the door, claiming my lips in an intense kiss that went different than the other kisses we have shared before, he was an intense kisser buy this went a lot higher than our other kisses, his tongue demand entrance into my mouth and I opened for him, he dived straight in exploring every part of my mouth while his hands moved all over my upper body, I moaned as my feet turned to jelly, I wanted him so much that it hurts, how did heck did we get to this point, I couldn’t tell but I knew I wanted him.

“I want you, Kathy,”

He whispered and I moaned in response, he dragged me towards the bed with him, his lips left mine for a moment and he took off my dress, his eyes fell on my breast, and space between my thighs got wetter, his lips met mine again briefly before they settled on my nape, I let out a heavy want filled moan as I arched to give him more access.

“Kathy, tell me you don’t want this now because I don’t think I can stop myself after now, I want you so fucking much, I ache to be inside you,”

As he said it, he grind his arousal against me, I could feel his hardness and it made my mouth run dry, I suddenly went tasty, I leaned up on my tiptop and kissed him, he seemed to be shocked but that didn’t last long, did he really expect me to be able to say no with the way he was staring at me?.

“I take that as your answer,”

He said as he pushed me on the bed before taking off his clothes, I watched him while taking off mine, we were both soon naked, his throbbing arousal seeking for my attention, I moved towards the edge of the bed, and touched it, it jutted with my touch, and he moaned out my name, I like the way he said it so I held on to it harder, playing with it, before tasting it.

“Oh, my God, Kathy, you are driving me insane,”

He said and I smiled in satisfaction before taking his full length into my mouth and sucking hard and fast, his moans encouraging me.

“Okay, that’s enough woman, I want to be inside you when I release,”

He said pushing me back onto the bed and laying on top of me, his mouth feeding on my breast as he spread my legs apart, I opened for him, wanting to feel him inside me.

“Protection,”

He whispered.

“I am on the pills and I know I am clean,”

“I am too,”

He whispered before slipping a finger over my wetness, I moaned as his finger, no make that fingers entered into my wetness, I arch to give him more space.

“As much as I love to play more Kathy, I wanna be inside you so bad,”

He whispered and raised my legs, he positioned himself in my entrance, and before long he was inside me, I couldn’t get used to his size at first but with a few thrusts, I got used to it, I noticed he was trying to take it slow when he wanted it faster, so I moved, he moaned staring into my soul.

“Kathy?”

“It’s okay, don’t go slow for me, I promise I can keep up, I want you hard and fast, I know you are holding yourself, please don’t, I can deal with rough,”

I said teasingly as I moved again.

“You sure?”

He groaned, the guy was too concern to a fault.

I answered by moving again, he took one of my breasts into his mouth as he began moving inside me, hard and faster, I did my best to keep up with every of his movement as pleasure washed over me and through me, the intensity of his love making was overwhelming, there was nothing I could compare to it, I let myself take everything he was giving and also have him as much as I could, urging him on, lifting myself to meet his and every thrust.

He let go of my breast to hold my legs higher to give him more access and he was thrusting in and out faster, harder and driving me to the world beyond, our climax hit us together and we both screamed out in pleasure.

When we were done we both laid in bed exhausted.

“That was intense,”

He said, pulling me closer to him, he dropped a heartwarming kiss on my forehead and I fell asleep in his arms in total satisfaction, this was the perfect way to end our one week here, I didn’t regret giving myself to him one bit.

Sometime in the night, I was woken by his kisses and I gave myself to him again and again, each better than the former, the more we did the better it became, and it was even better knowing that I wasn’t having feelings for him if this is what just sex felt like then I don’t want love or commitment, I just want to be able to feel how I feel laying in his arm after each round.

The next morning we were on the plane back to New York and back to starting our life together, I hoped from the depth of my heart’ that our days be as they were in the Bahamas, so many beautiful memories and the best been the night we consummated our wedding, a memorable night, that will live in my heart for a long long time…