CHAPTER SEVENTY SEVEN
Liam couldn’t say that he meant everything that he said to Alyssa, but he was pretty angry about the fact that she thought that he actually wants to get married to Ella.
He didn’t mean the part that he said that he was going to marry Ella, and he silently hoped and prayed that that nightmare wouldn’t come to reality.
When he got to the house, he saw Ella standing in the living room. She looked like she was waiting for him to come and see her.
Unfortunately for her, Liam wasn’t in a very good mood, so he just stormed past her, and went to his room.
The way she felt under his touch kept on replaying in his head, and he just wanted to relive that moment again. She felt so soft, silky and… nice under his touch, and he just wanted to feel that again.
He started regretting pushing her away from him. He did that, so she wouldn’t get a wrong impression of everything.
Being vulnerable around her, won’t make things easier at all, at least not for him. He wouldn’t be able to work according to his plan, and that’d be so bad.
He kept on turning around the bed, with a small smile playing on his lips. He knew that he was being really weak and.. stupid, but he couldn’t just help it.
He hadn’t felt that way since the time they…
“Ugh.” Liam said, and he hit his left palm on his forehead, hoping that’d clear the image of Alyssa that was playing in his head.
He continued hitting his forehead until he was sure that he wasn’t thinking about her anymore.
She looked so good. He thought, and rubbed his forehead slowly.
The only thing that calms his body is taking a hot shower, but how could he do that when he literally just had his bath a few minutes ago?
After thinking about everything, he finally decided to go to bed when he just woke up 2 hours ago.
What could he do? That’s the only thing that seemed good enough to take his mind off Alyssa’s soft, silky… oh God, he was still thinking about it.
Alyssa was feeling really good about what she did, even though she was sure that Liam was feeling the opposite. She didn’t think that she could pull off seducing him just the way she did, she was really proud of herself.
She fell on the bed, and tried sniffing Liam’s scent. It wasn’t as thick as it was, but it was still there. She could still smell his natural, nice scent, and she just wanted to rub that part of the sheet all over her body.
After fantasizing about the both of them, and pushing aside the thoughts of him getting married to Ella, she went to bed with a small smile on her face, hoping for what the future holds for the both of them to come a little bit faster.
The next day, Alyssa woke up really early because she was so anxious to see Liam. She opened the door, and when she was about to go out, she was stopped by a guard.
She tried arguing with the guard, telling him that she wanted to see Liam, but the guard wasn’t having it. He pushed her back to the house, and locked the house from the back.
Alyssa was surprised, and she kept on hitting the door, while asking him why he did what he did. After a few minutes of shouting at the top of her lungs, a guard opened the door, and told her that she isn’t allowed to come out of the house until further notice.
She was confused, and she thought he was still joking until she spent the whole day in the room without going out, or even seeing Liam.
At night, she was really sad about everything because she actually thought that Liam was going to come and see her at least, but he didn’t, and she didn’t even get to see Timothy either.
She slept with a heavy heart, with a determination to see Liam and Timothy the next day.
The next morning, she woke up to see her breakfast on the bed. She let out a loud hiss before running to the door to open it. It was locked.
Out of anger, she threw the breakfast across the room, and she buried her face into her bed. She badly wanted to see Timothy and Liam, but she didn’t think that that was going to be possible.
She tried banging the door the way she did the previous day, but she was totally ignored.
Alyssa was sick and tired of everything. She just wanted to leave the world for them – Liam and his future bride, Ella.
She had even been saying that for a while. She was tired of suffering, and she already knew that the only possible solution at that point was to just kill herself, and get it over with.
Everywhere was so quiet and peaceful, and Alyssa couldn’t help but to wonder if that’s how everywhere would be peaceful, with no-one crying about her demise when she finally kills herself.
She was really depressed, and she cried herself to sleep again, even when she just woke up. She had nothing to do, and nobody to even talk to.
Timothy, that’s meant to keep her happy at least, is being kept away from her, and now, it’s just as if she has no one to talk to.
Alyssa stopped overthinking, and she closed her eyes, hoping the pain would go away, and that won’t be the last time she would close her eyes again.Content rights belong to NôvelDrama.Org.
Liam, on the other hand, was having a very good time with Timothy. The boy had woken up, crying for his mother, and Liam just knew that there was only one solution to that.
He brought out a bug toy that he found deep inside one of his bags. The boy was really happy, and just like Liam guessed, he instantly forgot about his mother.
Liam’s mind started wandering around, and it settled on Alyssa. He wasn’t sure if he was doing the right thing by not going to see her, or not allowing her to go outside, but he knew that it was for the best.
She was getting way too comfortable for him, and he knew that keeping her kicked in for a few days would make her know her place in his house… and his life.
Alyssa slept for two hours, and she woke up with a splitting headache. She knew why she had the headache, but she didn’t understand why it was hurting so bad.
She started crying again, while holding her head. Her suicidal thoughts came back, and she started considering them so much. After all, The only person she’d truly be leaving behind would be Tim, and she didn’t believe that Liam wouldn’t be a loving father.
No matter how much he treated her with cruelty, she still believed that he was good at heart and knew that he would take care of their child. Mind made up and resigned, she decided to take her life. She tied her sash tightly around her neck and dropped down from her window.