EPISODE 64 His confession
NEW YORK: IN MEAGAN’S HOME
This woman was making him do things he had never done before or what he never expected to do in his life. But one thing was certain he wasn’t leaving without her acceptance.
One of his hand reached for her chin as he titled her face to look deeper into her eyes. “Tell me again everything you said in the text message. I want to hear you say it to my face.”
Meagan was trying so hard not to cry so he won’t be so lovely with her. “We agreed to a secret affair not a relationship or even a life time commitment. I am not ready to date someone like you. I am not ready to spend the rest of my life with anyone.” She managed to get the words passed the tightness in her throat. She could feel the spark flaring up between them but she choose to ignore it.
“I’ll be very honest with you today.” Alpha Carl Damien let her go and she moved far away from him.
“I know we didn’t agree to a get into a relationship or even a life time commitment. A fling you say? But it’s more than that to me now. I haven’t been myself since you left the pack. Believe me, I tried not to think about you but it was hard. In a short while, I have grown fond of you. I want to do better at caring for you because.. I.. I think I have fallen in love with you.” Alpha Carl Damien confessed.
Meagan’s head snapped up to look at him as her mouth dropped wide. The dangerous alpha was in love with her? That’s impossible! The alpha can’t fall in love just like that! He doesn’t want any form of commitment just a good time like Brianna had said it. So how come he is in love with her?
Alpha Carl Damien studied her face. It was better. At least the blank expression was now gone.
“Meagan, I have fallen in love in a short while. I understand why you are surprised and shocked.. it is probably because of my position but come on alphas are permitted to be in love too. And I am a strong fan of love at first sight.. I think that’s what happened between us. I never really want to fall in love again but it happened when I met you. I have strong feelings for you so if you’ll just accept to go on the next level with me.” He said calmly.
Meagan shook her head impatiently. “No Carl. It can’t work. I am sorry. I can’t do what you are asking of me.” She declined.
“Do I need to go on my knees? Tell me what exactly I need to do to get you to agree to be my mate.” Alpha Carl Damien blurted out.
“What?!” Meagan gasped out.
“I am sorry. I don’t mean it to blurt it out that way but I am serious about it.” Alpha Carl Damien said.
“Carl-”
“I have thought about it over and over again. I want it to be you, Meagan.” He was nervous but tried to be hopeful this persuasion would end well.
“I know that your job is very important to you. I know you have so many things to do but it shouldn’t stop us. Look, I can always make it down here every weekend to be with you. I won’t get in your way, I promise.” He stopped to hear a response.
“Sometimes we can’t always get what we desire. Some things are just not meant to be.” Meagan mumbled, biting the inside of her cheeks to hold back the tears that threatened to spill.
Alpha Carl ran his hand through his hair. He wasn’t going to give up just yet. He covered the gap between them. “We are meant to be.” He said.
“No, you are wrong.” Meagan countered.
“If you are scared of being taken advantage of or being used, I am not that type of guy. We don’t have to rush things. We can start with a relationship to see if it can work out. I am a good guy, Meagan. And I promise to be good to you.” He persuaded.
“I know. I know you are a good guy. But I just don’t see us working out. You are a wolf and an alpha who runs a big pack. I am a human and I have a crazy schedules at the hospital. And -”
“But I just provided a solution to see each other on weekends. If that’s not enough I can always make down here on your off days.” He said.
“And for how long do we have to do that? Someday we will both get tired of the relationship. We will get frustrated for not having enough time to spend together.” Meagan moved away from him.
This isn’t working. Nothing is working. This woman is too rigid. The alpha is finding it hard to pull down whatever walls she had built around her heart. Meagan doesn’t want him. And what else does he has to say to convince her that things could really work out between them?
Alpha Carl Damien turned away and ran his hand through his hair in frustration but he wasn’t going to give up. There must be a way to get Meagan to accept him.
Meagan winced in pains as another wave of pain struck her stomach. No.. not now.. not now that the alpha is here. He would be worried and keep questioning her until she confesses everything to him. She tried to bear the pain but another hit made her groan out loud. She sank onto the couch quickly as her legs gave out on her. If Megan doesn’t sit down then she would end up falling to the ground.
Alpha Carl Damien went to her immediately. “Are you alright?” He demanded with a worried look on his face.
“Yes.. Yes.. I am alright.” Meagan stuttered. No she is definitely not doing okay. She was in pains.
“Talk to me, Meagan. Are you feeling pain anywhere?” The concern and sincere look in his eyes also made tears cloud her vision too but she blinked it back.
Alpha Carl Damien crouched down in front of her. “What’s going on?” He asked again.
“Nothing is wrong. Thank you for your concern, Carl. I am -” Meagan closed her eyes.
“Listen Meagan, I care so much about you. I don’t want to see you get hurt in any way. So please t try to open up to me.” Alpha Carl said in a calm tone as he reached out to hold her hand.
Meagan reopened her eyes. “I am on my cycle. So it’s kind of painful.” She lied.
Alpha Carl gave her hand a small squeeze as a sigh of relief escaped from him. It was a relief to him that it wasn’t worst. “Do you have a pain relief drug here? I can help you get it.”
“No.. I don’t have any.. I’ll be fine.” Meagan just want to end everything.
“Look at me, its tears me apart to see you this way. And believe me when I told you that I love you. Meagan, I really do love you more than you think. You don’t need to beg me to love you because I really do love you. So if you will just give me a chance to prove myself to you.” Alpha Carl’s tone was gentle as he went on with the confession scheme.
“I want a family with you and a life time too.” He added after she didn’t say anything.Content (C) Nôv/elDra/ma.Org.
Alpha Carl doesn’t know that she is carrying his child.
“Carl-” she let go of his hand. “I can’t-” she was stopped by a cough.
“Wait.. I’ll get you water. Where is the kitchen?” He stood up.
Meagan pointed towards the direction of the kitchen and he went ahead. He was also thirsty too.
All of a sudden Meagan remembered that the pregnancy test kit was in the fridge where he would get the bottle of water.
“Carl!” She coughed and jumped to her feet and rushed into the kitchen.