49
NIRVANA
When Sebastien said there was a cabin in the Alaskan forest, I expected a small cabin in the woods. The portal brought us there. It wasn’t big, but it was beautiful and seemingly newly renovated.
Knight opened the door with Sebastien’s key. He pushed it wide and dropped the bags on the wooden floor. Judging from his face, he was surprised, as well, as he flicked the lights on.
“Wow.” The living area was spacious, with a complete living room set, a classic fireplace, and a TV screen. It was cozy, and the ambiance was somehow romantic. A small kitchen at the corner and a door was probably a bathroom.
“Let’s get you warm.” He took off my coat and hung them on the rack.
It was a bit chilly outside. I took off my shoes while he was removing his coat. We went quick shopping, and the Lycan King’s men were happy to drive us to the town.
I went to the brown leather couch when he picked up the bags on the floor and went upstairs to the bedroom. I knew why we were here. I wasn’t worried that I would wear his mark. I was still shaken up about the dream and what my mother had revealed to me.
I wanted to talk to Zarah before we came, but I had no chance, or Knight would be suspicious. I already felt the tragedy, even if it had not started. I already felt the pain inside my chest, and I couldn’t stop the inevitable. It was going to happen sooner or later.
“Hey.” I felt his hands squeezing my shoulders. “You haven’t said anything since we arrived.”
I rested my head and pulled him close to kiss him. “We just arrived like a minute ago.” I tried to lighten up the mood despite the tragic ending of our relationship, whether we won or lost in this fight. At least I didn’t have regrets. I made him happy. I spent my time with the people I cared about, and if the world was going to end, at least I did my best to save them.
“Are you cold?” he asked, covering my shoulders with the fleece. “Let me light up the fireplace.”
“You don’t get cold.” I arched a brow.
“Yeah. I just get hot.” He smiled meaningfully, and he didn’t make an effort to look hot and dangerous in bed.
“I bet.”
Once the fire lit, he sat next to me, pulled me on his lap, and wrapped his arms to keep me warm. “You must be terrified out there.”
“My mother had regrets for not being there for me growing up, but it was another miracle given to me to spend a little time talking to her, and it felt all real, Knight.”
He drew a deep sigh and kissed my shoulder. “I wish you had more time with her. When you woke up, I felt your pain, Nirvana.”
“Can we not talk about it right now?” I turned so I could straddle him. I cupped his face, and his breathing warmed my face as we were now nose-to-nose, our lips a thread apart.
“Good idea,” he said as he tightened his arms around me. He gazed at me in intense silence for a moment. “but we don’t have to-”
“Shush. Just kiss me.” My voice dropped, and his eyes turned hypnotic as he groaned in approval. “This is just us tonight, Knight.”
His eyes darkened, deadly forest green. His lashes lowered as he exhaled. His body contracted hard. I felt his struggle, and I was already burning inside.
“Knight-” I didn’t manage to finish my words. He crushed his mouth to mine. The kiss was brutal and savage. It was demanding and intense. It was like a kiss of desperation like it was the air we breathed.
He moved his hand up my neck, running his fingers through my hair before fisting and holding my head in his hand as he drank me deep, gliding his tongue into my mouth, giving me no way to resist.
A moan slipped through my throat, and he made little grunts with his body pressed to mine. I felt like melting before him as the pleasure intensified.
My pulse throbbed, my heart galloped, and my skin was on fire.
We were fully dressed, and I was desperate to get naked under him. As I sunk my fingers through his hair, I gave him what he wanted.
I surrendered myself.
The kiss went on and on, and I was too aroused. My head was spinning. Then he broke away, chest heaving.
Catching a breath, I said, “Take me to bed.”
Without a word, he slid his hands down my bottom and squeezed it as he pulled me closer and rose to his feet. I wrapped my arms around him and my legs around his waist. He made long strides heading upstairs. At that moment, I was sure where it was heading, and we were doing it- no going back but forward.
He pushed the door open, slamming it shut with his foot.
“You still have five seconds to decide,” he said with a groan. “After five seconds, I wouldn’t be able to stop myself, and I might not be going too slow on you, Nirvana.”
“Then don’t.” As soon as I said those words, he growled and dropped me into the bed.
I started to laugh like crazy while he remained the same-dangerous, dark, and deadly.
This should have frightened me, but I trusted him and wanted him to mark me. I wanted him to own me, every part of my being.
Breathing hard, he removed my shoes and socks and put them down at the bottom of the bed.
I fumbled to take off my shirt and unhook my bra. I threw them over his shoulder, making him freeze.
His eyes met mine, so dark and filled with so much promises. Groaning, he unbuttoned my jeans and pulled them down my feet.
“You better hurry. The world is ending, Alpha Knight.” I didn’t know where that confidence came from, but we both knew we needed this.
Then he took off his shirt, showing me what was mine. I bit my bottom lip hard to stop from blurting someone naughty out of my mouth. Knight was ripped everywhere. His broad chest was heaving. The V between his hips was perfect and drool-worthy.
Without a word, he kicked off his shoes, carelessly pulling off his socks one by one. Then he moved to push his jeans down, and I couldn’t take my eyes off him. Even if I wanted to, I’d choose not to.
He was in his boxers, and his bulge was long and thick. I swallowed hard. I’d never doubted he was big. I just didn’t think it was so big that the crown almost stuck out off the waistband.
Looking so deadly serious, he crawled his way up the bed, and when he reached me, he lifted me up to the center like I weighed nothing.
“You’re mine.” Those words should terrify me. I didn’t want to be someone’s property, but coming from Knight, it just felt so right.Property belongs to Nôvel(D)r/ama.Org.
He lowered his head, cupped my head, and kissed me again. Then he gently bit my bottom lip, making me gasp, giving him entrance to access his tongue into my mouth.
He hadn’t done anything or touched me; I was already writhing and moaning beneath him. If this was what mates felt like and what sex felt like with Knight, then it was the best feeling in the world. As he moved his mouth down my jaw, I slid my hands to his back, feeling the soft warmth of his skin beneath my fingertips.
Knight showered me with a soft kiss, gently biting the skin on my neck, and then ran his velvety yet rough tongue on the spot, nuzzling his nose up to my ear. I felt like I just purr. And when he cupped my breast with his large hand, squeezing a little, twitching my nipple with just enough pressure, I moaned helplessly.
“Knight,” I whispered his name, and he groaned in response before capturing my breast with his hot mouth. I thought my eyes glowed until I felt like falling to the ground.